- 心情交响曲 -

2009-06-07T22:07:00.001+08:00

alright. cool. Brawn GP did it again.
congrats Button. Well done.... on the 6th Podium of the season.
Good job Brawn on the damn Diffuser to start with.

#$%#&*!@#%$

Soon, I will be setting up the Massa-Ferrari Charity Fund to Singapore Pools.

2009-06-04T15:12:00.002+08:00

in the midst of doing my report which is due tomorrw. well... as usual im procrastinating. lol
anyhow, recently I was enlightened. As most know, i rather lost as a young adult now, still in the midst of search what i 'want'.

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As i was talking and bitching my stuff to some of the closer friends, I came to realise what a 'loser' i had been.
looking back all these 23 years, recalling most of the events. I realise i have had millions of 'i want to...' and none of it has been achieved and turned into 'yes, i have done..'
it's still mingling among the 'I want to...' list.

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Now, 23 years old. Not too old, but not too young. I have been questioning myself, do i still have time and want to continue adding things to the 'i want to...' list?
No, i clearly know i do not want that.
but well, i'm still lost and searching. However, one thing glad, i took a step to minimise the gap of my current 'i want to...'.

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I am gonna quote from Dr. De Martini this and share with those who manage to take a peek at this page.

'nothing in life has any meaning, except the meaning you give it'

I'm gonna modify it a little.

'Nothing in YOUR life has any meaning, except the meaning YOU give it'.

i guess this line just further accent that self worth is just a state of one's mind.

Revamped

2009-05-22T00:53:00.001+08:00

Alrighty~ revamped my blog. so it has been activated once more~
no longer a ghostly site.

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laters.. till i have the Inspiration to write.

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toodles

2008-08-23T08:08:00.003+08:00

我生病了！吹风吹太冷了！哈哈。不过今天好很多了。虽然还是下雨但是已经好很多了。没刮大风！所以既然不能出门，就煮了肉骨茶和黄黎饭。利害哦！

哈哈。现在差不多开始在上网找工作了吧。。。
哎。。。
压力好大哦。有种根本都没好好玩的感觉。
呜~~~

不过勒~下个星期我又要去迪斯尼！！！

哈哈。

短了头发也不错嘛。

2008-08-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

哈喽！好久不见，大家都还好吧？最近几日都在挂风但是还是很safe,因为都没达到orlando,都转移方向了。我最近搬了新房间。跟两个台湾人与一个保加利亚人同住！娃哈哈。
还好啦，他都比我爱干净。

讲到hurricane,风疹的很大，但是真的也没很恐怖。只是到了夜晚，树会摇摆的很厉害。
纠风很大咯。
最近也没什么趣事。就为一些些事情烦恼。

唉....
等有趣事在与大家分享！对了，我决定到台湾停个几天！！！

2008-08-05T00:40:00.002+08:00

- 哈楼 -

我又回来啦！最近朋友们都回去了，所以就没什么写了。哈哈！好啦好啦。最终还是因为懒得拉！
这几天去了迪斯尼epcot.焰火真的是赞的没话说！哈哈。真的。没看过这么久的烟花了！
真的是儿童的天地。以后要是可以的话，真的要带孩子到迪斯尼乐园。真的是活在自己的世界里！

阿哈哈。

哎。。。
朋友都要走了。好伤心啊。可是食物都到我这里！！！
啊哈哈。
‘坦'到了！哈哈。真得无聊到我再看环珠格格。

好想上载照片但是网际真的是慢的无话可说~~~
啊！！！！！！！！！

ok 啦！
慢慢的upload好了！

2008-07-25T08:16:00.002+08:00

最近很懒，没什么心情写blog.我到hilton hotel申请了工作，呵呵！现在在煮饭，日本curry。
炒了一些菜！哈哈。利害哦~顺便在看环珠格格2。超吊噢！
哈哈！

刚从miami回来。2天一夜行，其实也不到啦。因为大部分时间都在开车啊！累倒要死。
阿~~~~其实也没什么大不了的啦。就是不夜城啊。辣妹一堆。本来还想看什么猛男的说。
都没有什么猛男！哎....

哈哈。

这些日子还好啦。没什么有没有的。就一般一般~
哈哈。希望大家也好。

2008-07-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

- back -

hey all im back! excited, looked forward. but now, totally shagged. flying back in 2 days time. literally having a short holiday in Singapore. HOLIDAY in my home country.
wahaha!

Commencement 2008 was inspiring. well yea... IM A BIG GIRL NOW! i graduated in BA Arts.
actually, im totally amazed when i was at the commencement ceremony, im totally stunned seeing school mates who supposedly tend to grad the following year with an honours.

geez...

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well, grad~ good job! what does it mean? it meant that, its time to repay your loan. haha.
sigh... another day in Singapore and i'll be flying back. gosh... its really really rush. its like as if i have never left the place. wahaha.

im tired~~ yawnz

2008-07-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

呜！！！快要回新加坡了！有点兴奋。根本没心情工作了！哇哈哈。可是，老妈子刚才打来叫我不可以拿off勒！哈哈。不用紧拉。我的东西都大多pack好了。我想我回来，请大家想想我胖十公斤的模样！天啊！我要风了。

哈哈。很期待见大家。不过也很怕回家又会有争执，有点不想回。哈哈！开玩笑！我还要回家吃饭的又没有！呜！想妈咪，嗲地，...
有点恶~~~
*吐*

总而言之，大家最好不要讲我的身材的问题。他妈的，已经够伤心了！呜~~~~

- 烦 -

2008-07-01T12:59:00.002+08:00

最近这几天，心情起伏很大。总觉得开心不起来。有种很沉重的感觉，对周围的事情统统都有意见。
例如像现在，回到家看到朋友的东西乱乱放，所以清理房间得人没有帮我们整理。我真的忍无可忍的直接说了他。虽然在家是千金小姐，但是现在跟别人住了也要知道一下吗！

真得真的超不爽！他妈的不爽。现在我也不要管了。要乱，继续乱下去啦！只要他们可以活在这种情形他们就这样好了。也因为可能公司出了问题，也知道下一周又有新的一堆台湾人过来，我已经晕了一半！真的，我已经决定再找第二分工作了！也好拉，见识见识一下下！好想找餐厅的工作哦，薪水银改也不错啦！哈哈！等我解决完毕业典礼的事情先回来了再说。

总之我的心情起伏好像股票上下一样厉害！所以也以暴饮暴食来作为借口发泄。
心里有种不平衡的感觉吧，对每一件事情都有意见。或许，我是那种只要事情不顺本意就有承建的人。有觉得最静生活一点成就感也没有。

好了啦，其实今天很有趣的一天。我去了迪斯尼乐园了！真的超好看的！真的！没得比！
他的烟花真的事。。。好到~~~~~没话说。天啊！还好拿到票。不然我会遗憾终身！哈哈！
今天特地请假去迪斯尼~值得的！我现在了解为何我的公司一直在亏钱！哈哈。真得啦。70usd, 我宁愿到迪斯尼也不会来看那几只鱼！哈哈。

可能7约我又要到迪斯尼去！太好玩了。吾~~~

2008-06-27T07:22:00.002+08:00

才刚讲讲而已。真的，我的时间完完全全的少了20个小时。现在真的，一个星期只有40消失。。。
唉。。。真的是好花不常开，好景不常在。妈阿！他们请太多人了啦。台湾人又进了一堆！去吃大便拉！最好每个人请假！哈哈！然后我就有时间了！

哎。。。
不过，多几天就回家了有点兴奋也有点沮丧因为这就代表要回家了。
很快又九月了。哎。。。
好不想回去哦！！！哈哈！我妈会打死我。没有啦。就很舍不得咯！

吾~~~现在刚煮玩粥，直接煮了两天分这样由省麻烦，又省钱！利害吧!真的很有趣！通常只是听朋友说在国外读书多省，多辛苦。天啊太好玩了。其实到了这边，除了没有跟家里人住，每人帮忙打理。其余的，真的很自然。本以为会很不习惯，很惨。其实，满自然的。当然，也学会了读地图。
也因为美国，地方大。要去一个地方，就不能去另一个，因为虽然只是orchard 到somerset.但是这里是要一整天，除非有人载！所以，要很会安排时间咯！要想哪一件事比较重要。

呼~~~呼~~~
我要点我的菜单了！注意！

1.黑鸡汤
2.sambal kang kong
3. peng sting ray
4. 小白菜
5. 自家curry
6. 自家耨米饭
7.自家虾面
8.自家福建面
9.mee hoon kuay
10. 粽子！！！！！！！！！！！
11. hokkien mee
12. Laksa
13. 雪耳汤
14. 米粉汤/果条汤
15. 蛋炒葱
16. sushi
17. tomyam
18. 满冬菇
19. 儒肉
20. lala
21. suntec buffett

啊！！！
还有还有的。先记得。妈米。买菜咯！！！！

2008-06-26T12:43:00.002+08:00

- 减肥-

天啊！我真的肥了。而且很恐怖！超级恐怖！王八蛋，整天吃cheese不肥才怪。
不过，除了面包我真的不知道要吃什么了！哈哈！

再过一个星期我就要回新加坡了！06082006 新加坡时间0050到达机场！

今天我下了班去血拼了！买了超多咯！所以我回来时，大家最好对我好一点有没有！
哈哈。

我好像吃鸡饭啊！

好了。睡觉了！

2008-06-22T07:58:00.004+08:00

刚回到家，真得真得很累。不过想想这个星期有65个小时就超爽的。哈哈！不过，一回家就看到吃不完的面包留在电波卢旁边就真的很‘xian’。原本已整理好的客厅又变得乱七八糟了。。。

真的不知道怎么住人咯！臭到不能再臭的袜子既然可以与衣服一起洗!原本内衣都想一起洗得咯！起初，想想没关系反正住在一起就帮他们烘干衣服再折。

久而久之我也开始开夜班，根本没有时间在帮他们折衣服了。结果勒，洗好的衣服就一堆堆的堆在沙发，喝完的杯与碗盘就一个个的丢在桌子，洗碗盆等。。。

不是要投诉,真的吗。家又不是我一个人住。4个人一起住，要弄乱比弄整齐好不好！真得受不了了！我自己已经很乱了，要是我受不了的话，可见有多糟糕！

可能是最近太累了，eq超低吧。有不可以跟他们讲。同住一间屋，讲了也不是。可是生闷气又很不爽咯！
哎。。。

好了我要去整理厨房与倒垃圾了。

2008-06-21T11:47:00.002+08:00

- （！-！）-

机票因该算解决了啦。哎...最终还是靠了家里人。
有时真得觉得长到这22个年头，人生中还没完成什么大志。每每事情都是家里安排好，
处理好。总有一个后盾。

所以因为是这样，根本没有真正的尝过‘苦’，与靠自己的能力解决事情。
处理自己的事情方法似乎根本没有什么长进，
所以来美国的目的还没有达到。

哎...

最最恐怖的是，电话费既然涨到500多块。
什么东西！
妈的，一身债真的还不完，
想了压力真的很大。在想下去真得会崩溃...
啊！不知道是来enjoy的还是把自己操到累掉半条老命，还压力全单制造。

好了拉.明天还要做工。拜！

阿

2008-06-18T08:38:00.002+08:00

晤

哎。。。终于买了机票。这个星期我要做61个小时~耶！
其实真的你宁肯做到累死，从0830到1100比没有工作好。奇怪的是,
其实应该瘦但是好像反效果。为何呢？

原因是如此的...
因为...这边的hagen daz两盒才6块！
不过...
我从昨天就改过自新的。决定减肥！不过还是很难...
为何呢...
因为下午还是整天吃cheese和面包！

哎。。。

天啊！！！

哈哈...
今天我真得desperate到我在路上看到fedex的人，我就跑上前问关于prepaid envelope
的事...

在这里.不懂的话,除了开嘴巴就没有办法了。
原本新加坡的教学方法真的在这边没的用！哈哈。
不敢敢问的话...真的...
恭喜你！

不过勒...当然...
要还是可以看的才问啦...
最好是帅哥啦！

台湾人与香港人来了.
失望。。。还是失望~~~
没帅的...

哎。。。

老妈...帮我求姻缘啦！
来整一个月，一个帅的都没有！
整天叫我钓洋男人，一个帅的都没遇到掉个屁阿...
有帅的拉...
16-7岁的。不合法勒~
什么都不可以做。。。会坐牢的...

对了。。。这边的酒比水还便宜！
吓死人！
星期四我要去universal!!!!

可能去busch gardens... haha!

今天的重点现在才开始...
大家...你们眼中的洋人...
哎...

根本不可以信。很糟糕.所以勒...他们来新加坡不用对他们太好.
相信大家也很关心我在这儿的生活起居。
有没有乱乱来，有没有好好照顾自己。

或许是亚洲的文化.孩子都被照顾的非常好。当然，父母的担心了解。
但，到了某种程度到了21岁你会觉得自己很没有用。
因为，每每遇到困难都知道有靠山.
但，在这里虽然还是知道有靠山在新加坡，
不过在这遇到了困难都自己必须向那个比较严重如何解决问题到如何善后。

因为在这你还不知道虽可以信谁不可以。
所以自己的判断力很重要。
从很简单的问题比如说，衣服要怎么洗。在家都是老爸洗衣。
到了这儿什么都一起洗，才知道要分怎么分才可以把衣服洗好...

不过太迟了拉。几件衣服已包销！
哈哈！

好了啦。有空才继续。现在要吃饭！

- woohoo -

2008-06-11T09:33:00.001+08:00

- wOo Hooo -

今天真的是王八蛋的哀...
七早八早爬起来为了就是到mac用它的wifi...结果勒
他们猫到停了wifi的service. 还害我吃了一餐要命的汉堡。。。

天啊！真的是罪恶阿...因为他们的水是free flow的...
可想而知我‘灌’了几杯啦...
不喝百不喝吗！所以勒我决定打消回家睡觉的念头去买日常用品。
也决定晚上只吃玉米汤.

多亏二姨的指点再加上我比住隔壁二座7楼厨艺‘一鸣惊人’的自家小姨高一点的天分.
我地汤可是真的不错的ok!

再来勒买完东西过后，我决定自然吃了这么多...
我还是运动运动,反正‘只是’3个站。
当时我忘了...这是美国.

所以勒。。。我走了3个sembawang到yishun !

真的…

可是幸运的是我回到家…

Hurricane才来。新家坡下的那些雨…根本没得比！

累累

2008-06-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

哎~~~
终于骗到了internet connection. 不过已经是凌晨5点了吧。
刚和朋友在楼下聊天，然后不知怎么和一个purto rico 的security一起聊起来，讲讲两地的差别。
明天还好off 咯。不然有的看了...

美国认真的是...头脑是水作的...
一言难尽...不过勒今天我吃了中餐！！！！
因为泰国的朋友要回了，所以一起请了他。

哈哈...
真的是....还是泰国香米好...
(T-T)

米是硬的咯！
哇靠！
不过...还是好吃啦...

再再来就是，大家请为我鼓掌!
我终于买到了菜心！！！
而且是一大包切碎...
上等的一包3。00usd!
哇！！

原来菜心是这么好卖！请dhl一些过来，我会发的！

今天就到此为止。。。

p.s:
请不要再知道明明是我吃不到，
有超想吃的东西，在吃饱没事做时打来告诉我粽子有多好吃！

从开始到现在

2008-05-22T11:40:00.004+08:00

终于，　皇天不负苦心人。本小姐终于找到了Wireless Connection也靠了美色骗到了password,
可见本小姐在美国的魅力费比寻常。也可见新加坡的男人眼光烂，杨贵妃也不会欣赏，真是他妈的不是货。

好了，长话短说，因为电池之仅仅剩下40%。就从开始叙述。

天下父母心...
那一天，不知是幸运是遭遇，竟然很‘方便’的把班机时间给自己断定了。也很‘顺便’的以为班机时间照旧。结果，当乖乖的我把房间整理得一尘不染，洗了香喷喷的澡，回味自家马桶多一会儿，便开了电脑，很识相地说应该把iteniary好好看一遍，这样到了美国也不会出差错...怎么知道，人不用到美国就已经当场出了大错。

0430hr,非常幸运的发现班机改成0810hr.也就是说呢，要是本小姐在打算回为了马桶，再与自个儿的床多温存几下的话...或许现在大家也未必为我‘牵肠挂肚’哦！
哎...所以勒...虽然面对了一脸大便的‘无端端被踹醒梦游般被载到机场’的两人送机有点无奈,但赶上了班机算是不幸中的大幸。

在转背带着恐惧，不安与不舍的心情踏上一个陌生的旅途，眼角无意的瞥见强忍住泪水的妈咪朝自己会这手。当时，心情是‘当’的一下，沉重了100倍。毕竟，天下父母心，虽然每每见了面会照3餐把对方气得你死我活，有时还免费外加宵夜一起吵得软七八糟，但在每个父母心理，无论孩子多大永远是个需要庇护的孩子。这当然是他们的顾虑，他们的担心，所以我家老妈也选择在我上机时完完全全的配合的演上台湾那非一般的‘一把鼻涕，一把泪’的标准戏码。那颤抖的叮咛隔着手机传进了耳里，接着是无声的啜泣声…在过后呢，是爹地的稳重叮咛与背后的两只猴子不知死活的嘲笑着沉浸在台剧的女主角。

最终，飞机起飞了。也开启了我人生的旅途里全新的一章叙述。

漫长的旅途…

首先是4小时多的飞机到台北，飞机餐还蛮好吃的说。马铃薯鸡排餐，面包是超好吃的。不过呢，空姐的态度是需要检讨的。哎…不是sia所以勒不可以‘hiam’太多。

到了台北，有旅店招待。本想说到附近的桃源市区逛逛但最后睡虫还是战胜了一切。所以勒，结果就是利用了四个小时测试了台湾床与本地床的分别。直到家里打来，顺便也evening call。

晚上八点，又从台北出发到洛杉矶。整整搭了11 ½ 小时的飞机。隔壁又作了一对老夫妇，要尿有不可以尿，所以就化尿急为补眠。吃了机餐又睡，屁股痛了又移了移睡姿又在睡，

直到洛杉矶。

洛杉矶一道又要过关，那真是他妈的慢!不只是人很多，但最最重要的是…他们做工真的是‘爱买爱买’的pattern.一下子一个消失不见，另一下子座座了一下又玩‘尿急上厕所’。所以勒，美国时间真的是很长。

这也没关系，到了我的时候，那个检察官问了我一个听了就会晕的对话。

Officer: ‘How are you?’

Me: ‘Good, thanks and you?’

Officer: ‘great~’

Officer: ‘So, where are you from?’

Me: ‘Singapore’

Officer: ‘oh, where do u live?’

Me: ‘Singapore.’

Officer: ‘ya, which part of Singapore?’

Me (ponders): ‘Sembawang?’

Officer: ‘Where is it?’

Me: ‘Northern part of Singapore.’

Officer: ‘you grew up there?’

Me: ‘erm… no, I jus shifted there 6 years back’

Officer: ‘oh, so is there a beach?’

Me: (totally speechless) ‘no, its jus a place on Singapore’

非常好，终于也都过关了，所以勒我就去取我的行李准备出关。到了关口，尽然有人拦住了我，又一份文件忘了盖印，结果勒又要我回去找会同一个检察官盖个印。好死不死，

美国什么都没有就是地大人大。机场的规模也少不了，所以勒简简单单的一份盖因我从好不容易走到的尾又到回了头。又好巧不巧，想和方才那位检察官叙旧他很不给面子的不再桌位。很好，又浩了15分钟才走出关卡。

接下来勒就是专机到atlanta,再转机到orlando.好不容易熬到orlando,等行李。其他的同学已经上车了。就只有我。。。还继续等行李。Seaworld的负责人终于等不下去了，待我到某某部门去询问。结果勒，行旅还在atlanta。所以勒，留了地质我们也上车与其他同学会合前往seaworld.

到了宿舍，分了房间就与其他在新家坡，台湾，美国的机场认识的朋友到prenium outlet 走走。开始了第一天的旅途，也安慰安慰一下‘无奈’的心情。因为到了房间整理行李时发现包包里的东西一团糟。Shampoo是被打开过的，香水的盒子是已烂成一推不可以看得东西。总之，hokkien一句…东西被‘桥’了。真的是他x的不爽到极点。所以索性就一群人出街走走，打开眼界。

果然，真的是‘大’开眼界。Prenium是outlet，专卖名牌货品，以低价售卖。所以勒，一路上听到友人的尖叫声连连。不过话说回来，真的是‘大大’的开了眼界。美国人真的不愧是什么都‘大’。从头大到尾，走进一件女士店…我发现了原来我也有变‘A’cup的一天…引以为荣的‘伟大’在美国一点‘看头’都没有。真的，男人的都比我伟大,这点不可不佩服。我似乎是走到‘童装部’看了‘B’CUP。。。果然，真的是大到一个‘杯’带整个头。朋友们是欲哭无泪的离开店。

店很多，有dkny, fossil, coach, aldo, liz calborne, bebe。。。真的是走不完，要一整天。既然我们已经‘cui’到不能再‘cui’了，我们决定去靠近宿舍的超级publix购买接下来的3餐。买了鸡肉，牛奶，橙子，就是卖不到菜。我有生以来没有这么珍惜过小白菜。那一刻，我真的有只要有一更小白菜，我会感动的哭死。结果，绕了100圈也只是看到lettuce, salad, romaniane lettuce, cabbage。。。就是没有小白菜…

哀婉啊！！！！他的食物不是普通的贵，是无敌的贵。5 片可怜的鸡肉$5.79,还是那种offer的。一粒cabbage是$2.00++。妈的，他的菜很像是金作的。

哎…不过还是买了$2.50的spinach一包。

回到宿舍，打个电话到机场询问行李箱的下落…结果凌晨1200才送到。没关系，到了就好。打开一看…行旅箱的锁被剪开，洗发水也漏了一整箱…整理了一个晚上。

隔天起床处理seaworld 的时候…真的是移不动。从4点睡到晚上830。爽！不过，不知为什么，每个人的一行户口都有除了我的。为什么偏偏就要我顶着大太阳搭11到对面的办公室拿。听起来‘对面’很近哦，他们的马路要是拿来开CTE, 新加坡真的不用愁赛车！

购物一天。

这第三天，我到florida mall逛了半天。办了电话，买了意见6.99的上衣。真的是太爽了，我既然也有穿s / m 的一天！天啊！！！！

Orientation

今天orientation，到公司的银行拿了debit card, 忙了一天又再陪朋友去抢购…天啊…我晕了！

哎…今天处理的文件又出问题了。希望可以顺利过关。

回到宿舍，简直累得像条狗。不过，省钱，还是在家自己煮饭吃。

天啊，自己洗衣，烘衣。还好不用洗碟，用dishwasher!哈哈！不过，真得很累勒。

现在是凌晨2。19am.

明天是最后一天enjoy,星期五正式开工。所以勒，明天要去universal studio!

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!!

而且免费！！！！！

现在回想起来，自己生活真得不简单，每晚冲了凉也已经1100多了，洗衣服，烘衣服，作账单。最最重要的是‘包容’另一个人的习惯，毕竟要住在同一个屋檐下互相‘baotou’似乎不是一个很明智的选择。

不过，这短短几天，似乎已经过了很久了。怎样都没有想到我既然可以懂得怎么搭车到目的地。美国搭车不像新加坡这么简单。他们要到超级买样东西可能要冲一条街坐车到另一条。不是小楼就是ntuc.而且，一种巴士可以分往南往北。要是像黄静雯这么toot啊，我想从orlando坐到miami 都不董的可能性很高。幸亏本小姐的智商还ok,虽然有点路痴啦。不过呢，只要不董不要怕丢脸，敢敢问不会走错的。反正脸就是生来丢。可是啊，很累得勒，上车要跟bus driver讲hello,下车要讲thank you, have a good day. Blah blah blah. 这就是他们的 culture. 不过他们，真的不像 sbs 啦，他们的笑容满诚恳的。

Ok, 我要拉屎了，明天有net再blog.

老妈… 生日快乐。礼物欠住，反正都过了，明年再补。

从开始到现在

2008-05-22T11:40:00.003+08:00

终于，　皇天不负苦心人。本小姐终于找到了Wireless Connection也靠了美色骗到了password,
可见本小姐在美国的魅力费比寻常。也可见新加坡的男人眼光烂，杨贵妃也不会欣赏，真是他妈的不是货。

好了，长话短说，因为电池之仅仅剩下40%。就从开始叙述。

1. 天下父母心...
那一天，不知是幸运是遭遇，竟然很‘方便’的把班机时间给自己断定了。也很‘顺便’的以为班机时间照旧。结果，当乖乖的我把房间整理得一尘不染，洗了香喷喷的澡，回味自家马桶多一会儿，便开了电脑，很识相地说应该把iteniary好好看一遍，这样到了美国也不会出差错...怎么知道，人不用到美国就已经当场出了大错。

0430hr,非常幸运的发现班机改成0810hr.也就是说呢，要是本小姐在打算回为了马桶，再与自个儿的床多温存几下的话...或许现在大家也未必为我‘牵肠挂肚’哦！
哎...所以勒...虽然面对了一脸大便的‘无端端被踹醒梦游般被载到机场’的两人送机有点无奈,但赶上了班机算是不幸中的大幸。

在转背带着

2008-02-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

tired~~*yawnz* chinese new year super fast man,
liddat chao chao 4 weeks gone with the wind. OMG, how fast time flies~~~!!

back to the busy schedule. tmr got this HARVARD-WORLDBANK-lecturer's mini test. also donno what to study in fact how to study for his test. i guess should be like, i don even know what had been taught thus far. OMG.

stupid lar, before this visiting fellow, environmental economics was an easy A, this visiting fellow come, treat everyone as HARVARD level, talk like no one business. sianz...

hope this turns out right, my last sem leh! don play me man. all the microecons stuff. wah biang... heart attack. #$%#&^*

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still... tired. watched too many matches liao haha. still ok lar the match, except the anston villa vs new castle match. good start off, then what happen as time pass, machiam like pin ball liddat.
anston villa scores 4 man!

what rubbish!

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still very tired...

- tired -

2008-02-02T12:56:00.000+08:00

man... really really tired. yea, but somehow cant get to sleep leh. can only fall into nice and sound deep sleep only like 3am plus. sianz leh

liddat someday i will jus die of insomnia lar~haha.

Oh one big thing~ I GOT MY VISA!!!!! YAYA!!!
but kinda regret somehow, cause its too ex, go there slave myself also not enough to cover man.
moreover the exchange rate of USD is depreciating like shit lor. really shit.

wth. they better shoot back when im back lar.

kns~

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one of my friend left for hong kong yesterday only coming back in July. when he's back im already gone, woah!

see time flies like rocket man. in no time i will be attending each of ur wedding, i mean thats when im being invited to lar. wah then another 3 years, babies popping out. wah biang~

really ar, once reach 21. hit the 2 ar, kns.

if only time could turn back and stop~~~

IF ONLY la!

haha~

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CNY coming soon. but no clothes to buy leh how
more of like no time to shop~

grrr...

- GYABOOOO -

2008-01-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

- GYABOOOO -

argh~~ found out that i have tonnes of stuff to do till i was like shocked when i listed down~ gah!

but, KAME's nodame cd kept me alive~~~ Man, thnks a million Kame. im in love with Rachmoninov Piano Concerto no. 1 now~~~ fuuu~~~ haha.

ok, kame bought me this nodame handphone accessory from Fuji tv shop while she was in Japan! YES!!! NODAME IN MANGOOSE SUIT! wah~~ almost fainted. then on top of that she delievered her belated present together! guess what~~ the nodame cantabile classical box set. 5 cds altogether! i'm like~~~

and its like almost ALL the songs from the drama are inside~ man! SAINT SAENS carnival of the animal -aquarium as well!!! WAAAAAA~~~~

what's the best is that its played by orchestra such as the Royal Symphonic ORchestra, London Philharmonic Orchestra, and Royal Choir Chamber. wah biangz~~~ win! with conductors like Andre Levin~ man... fainting soon... ya, thats the drivin force that kept me goin during this abyss of turmoil~ haha.

woohoo~~ ok I WILL SURVIVE~~~~ yes i will!!!!

- hellooo... -

2008-01-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

- eh eh eh im back! -

helloooz dearieZzzZZz, im back for good haha. yea jus realise i had a blog on ar. haha. ok lar. jus feel like updating again, back to the posting of blogs and tags with rogie and sissy.

yup yup, jus came back from KL-genting trip. real fun though, counted down in genting, watched fire works. its really really incredible. nuthin compared to a 10 mins fireworks non stop and i mean it, NON STOP. its really fabulous, did not make a wish there. sorta regretted.

anyways i wanna wish all the pals who i know, passed by, pee-ed on, shit-ted on, stepped on, etc all the best in the upcoming year 2008. and most importantly be blessed with bliss and may all ur hopes and dreams come true.

and wanna thnk my dear plaster for givin me a thousand cranes for multiple wishes, she told be the cranes are generous. aightz then i will save it for a better cause =)

thnks dearies. oh yea, thnks to those who stayed by me durin my depressed period, ah hua, sissy, plaster (thnks for hearing me nag) wahaha.

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had certain friendship problems recently, to keep the story short i would not re-iterate all over again lar. but i learnt that once you know that there's no turning back, stepped back. cause the harder u try, it turns out to no avail cause things aint before and could not go back to where it was or where u HOPED it was. and it's like ppl changes, one moment i could clique with u the other moment i found another of a cooler personality you are outta the game.

thus, its naive to believe in 'friends forever'. not that i don, i do and yearn to, somehow, this isnt a fairy tale, never happily ever after i guess =)

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anyhowz thnks to those who left their footprints in my 21 years of life so far. i love you guys, i really do. i swear

- 10 nov 2007 -

2007-11-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

- 10 NOV 2007 -

firstly, i wanna thanks all who made it to the party. jolene,huiting, huixian, yanling, xiangting, lena, xueyan, lao da, plaster, sissy, kame, rogie, alvin, valarie and boyfriend, zin, and ann.

thank you u ppl, im really really happy and i feel so loved =)

thanks for everythin and the presents. thank you soooo much! i love u ppl and thanks for the love u ppl have given me. Muacks~

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and being happy is jus so easy.

im very very very very very happy now! from within i am.

-reality-

2007-11-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

- reality -

i couldnt accept still that... 'he' had left. somehow. i was so calm cause i know he is not there, but i don see me not seeing him in the future.

its always so tough facing the truth and fact.

i owe him lotaz things... well... perhaps at tmes self denial would be the easier way out

- rebirth -

2007-10-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

- rebirth -

after cheston's death. i seriously thought through a lot of things and grown up slightly. indeed told by one of my mentor, death though is a sad event nonetheless its also a lesson for the living. how true that is. been through the worse patch of my life accepting the matter-of-factly that Cheston had become a WAS.

facing reality and going into tmr is always a difficult task to any human standing and breathing. one can be so sure of what he/she NEEDS to do, however to FACE it in a total up front confrontation. it takes lots of courage and sense to do that. and Cheston taught me that.

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alot of his friends were so sorrowful, it aches to see. however it worries me even more to see the pit they are digging themselves in. being gone through depression once and nearly another time, it scares me to see ppl digging into a 'dark' pit.

anyhowz, no one is able to save the other unless he/she is able to get out of the pit him/herself though. amazing eh, how much life could be a learning path and need for wise choices. one slip in a choice u are making.. that's it.

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winnie, thank you for being with me this period. and thank you for lending me a hug when i needed it most and the comfort to dry the tears that i have been suppressing. lol. to me 'face' is more than anythin else, haha. so cry also must cry alone haha.

have been crying alot recent months eh. oh no!!! im falling into the 'women-are-made-of-water' category!!! arggghhh!!!

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anyhowiez, school's great so far. completed another paper. i find myself rather ridiculous. was given a choice of mcq mid term and term paper, i chose the latter. haha. i guess my tut mates think im nuts. in deed i guess. defience of the norm. woohoo....

but im happy. though was put down up front and right in the face by my econs professor. gosh its so insulting and offensive. good thing, im not demoralised.

see i told ya. i've grown!!! OH YAY!

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i love u all.

in memory of cheston

2007-10-23T03:28:00.000+08:00

in memory of CHESTON CHIK

Cheston, a well versed classical guitar player, the Joker of Anderson Junior College Guitar Assemble 2003-2004.

Has left to another world on 21 October 2007.

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i couldnt believe what i had heard in the morning when i recieved the call. especially when he was online previous nite. he was jus all so fine, and few hours later... collapsed.

man, is such a vulnerable creature. what more can one ask other than to have a healthy life? i donno, but somehow i still cannot accept it as a matter of factly.

anyhowz, yeah. friends of cheston, my greatest sympathy.
family of cheston, my deepest consolences.

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and cheston... i'd marked ur theory. u made those stupid mistakes.

- 18th may 2008 -

2007-10-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

- 2008 -

by the date above i will be in the states. at first i thought i would be totally fine alone. i guess i have overestimated my own capability of doing so.

in fact after i signed up, i was rather afraid. the fear of this and that, facing everythin alone. well, i had to admit... i started to self sympathised again... blaming the world for leaving me alone and ending me alone in everythin.

im trying to 'braven' up myself. dear friends pls see me through me that journey. well, for the FACE part, i will hang on. seriously i was thinkin why am i signin this up? for matter of proof to others or do i really like it.

anyhowz, no point thinkin so much now. i guess i have to jus wait till that day. sigh... i never knew i was so reliant and dependent on others till this really really happened to me...

im going to and am be totally ALL ALONE in 7months time. and i chose to fly as soon as i finished exams. im not goin to tell when will i be leaving tho. haha. i hate the fact that ppl come hug and say take care when u are there, when apparently i will be all alone.

geez ... self sympathy again arghh. IM GONNNNAAAA GET STRONGER NO MATTER WHAT....

yep jus a little update. i'll be in florida oralando, swimming with the whale. shamu. woohoo.
self consolence. looking forward. a breakaway from singapore. a journey of growing up. hopefully... it turns out rite.

- stop crying -

2007-10-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

- phases of growing up -

first, i need to apologise for the emo-ness of the recent posts. as u can see, im seriously not in a good mood to joke and fool around thesedays. nonetheless i want to extent my thanks to those ppl who stayed with me.

those who gave me a hug when i needed, those who offered me a tissue when my tap leaked, those who missed classes because of my last minute emergency call, those who withstand my 2nd hand smoke. and those who listened to me when i really need a way to release.

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i thank all u ppl, thank you. thank you for accompanying me through. u never know how much that meant to me seriously. it meant alot, its unable to quantify it. trust me.

thank u. and yes, i will not give up quitting. i want to be smoke free again. i want to return to who i am. i will hang in there as i promised.

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lemme tell u ppl this eh, perhaps u wont believe. im rite now, tearing and my eyes are sore. tears are still rolling down while im typing. haha. can u believe? im jus too touched lar. whoops being overly emo. perhaps pms. but cannot be leh... jus over leh ahah.

i super bo liao hor. anyhowz, yea i have been breaking down easily. gosh have i been getting a little depserate? haha. ehh u ppl got nice guys remember to introduce hor.

criteria wise im easy, as long as he is as tall as beckham, the looks of Shou from Alice nine, the manly aura of Daniel yan, the lips of Taylor hanson. im happy, i wont ask too much hor. so see got this kinda guy must lemme know ar.

thnks, bye!

- emo again -

2007-10-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

- emo again -

hi im back, i found that i have been rather active thesedays on my blog. anyhowz im back to the emo mode again. hormonal changes? perhaps. one problem solved another evolved... argh... im starting to wonder if I am the one having problem instead.

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i placed alot of reliance on friends once i think that he/she is my friend. jus to add, friend to me meant alot, it doesnt mean passer-by. but someone whom i can really relate to, at times of more importance than my family. hence, i don deny im pretty possessive over friends.

lotaz incidents occurred recently, and well i had been played out over and over again, till im really upset and disappointed. jus, i was thinking about what another wise friend of mine said.

it is never wise to place hope or even see friendship as that important, you never know if one day he/she will leave.

pretty true eh? was talking to jolene on the phone a while ago. i guess she must think im nuts haha. well jolene, soon soon. visit me in IMH.

anyhowz, was disappointed again. as in perhaps to me she is someone really of importance, but to her, im pretty elastic and substituble? haha. well, there's this word, which i have forgotten, it meant when u have a new found friend, u literally forget the other. or the other had literally been demoted from a 'friend' to a 'replacement-in-need'.

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sigh... or maybe the problem lies in me? i should just live my own live in isolation? that's somethin i learnt today. the more u had on someone, the deeper is the cut. seriously, i think friendship is harder to maintain than relationships. whoops. i sounded like a lesbian. lol.

anyways, yup thats what i think. from this moment onwards...

I'M NOT GOING TO DEPEND OR HAVE RELIANCE ON FRIENDS.

i mean it.

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and one more stupid thing happened today. i mean yesterday. i cried upon hearing cries of babies at Mount Elizabeth. was visiting a new born of my uncle, a little princess, and i donno why. upon hearing cries of babies, i literally broke down. that turmoil of emotions in me, i wonder if its fear, tears of happiness or what. but i broke down.

and i felt like an asshole. i donno why had i broken down. shit eh? on this joyous moment, i ALMOST spoilt it.

sigh... nonetheless all went well. i was touched when i saw my grandma carry our new member of the family. cause i thought she would be disappointed having a baby girl instead of a boy. u know the old ppl's mentality... carrying the line of the family that kinda rubbish. haha.

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yea. generally thats about my day. nuts eh? haha. lemme share this vid with u, though a little outta place lar.

from FF X, tidus and yuna, i thought it was sweet and romantic. and i love it.

just wondered how could they have kissed so long underwater. wont they jus go breatheless having to kiss and to breathe underwater. amazing. haha. nonsense!

ok here's another one, from FF x as well, but this is the orchestral version of the song. love it. was playing it vigourously recently.
enjoy.

- thats it-

2007-10-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

- a word of wisdom -

dear all, i guess some of u had known that i picked up smoking. for some dumb reasons i did. i wanna thank zin, sis, ann, and ah hua for supporting me. not to smoke i mean. as in encouragement to quit. i seriously thank you ppl for not shunning me away. instead, gave me all to keep me away from that exercise.

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and i knew that some would leave me and start to shun me from the circle. im sorry thats all i could say. for now, i have to admit that i cant stop.
but, i will.

that's somethin i have promised the ppl that had encouraged me.

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i love u guys, as usual. even though whatever i have picked up, i am still me. im still then wynn, the wenjie, u ppl know. except i had picked up some unhealthy exercise.

nonetheless, im pretty determined to drop it. though contradicting, i will.

i have nuthin to say... but sorry.

-smoke-

2007-10-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

- confession of the other side of me -

i donno how shock would ppl be when they read this... but still im goin to confess it somehow or another. i seriously have no courage to tell my friends esp those who thought im actually a righteous person or what.

so by any chance u drop by here, here's a confession of the other side of me.

i re- took the thought of smoking again recently.
though im not a hard core smoker... well i guess it's something really really bad.
and i guess alot of ppl would turn away from smokers and eventually leave me?
nonetheless, i guess its not right to hide what i really am from friends.

- confessed -

- finally -

2007-10-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

YESH!!! finally done!!!
after like so long of struggling. its finally OVER
OVER!!! OH YES ITS OVER I SAY!!! OVER!!

woohoo~~~ nananana!!!

i love mommy i love daddy i love di di.
i love u i love her i love them~~~

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OH MY!! ITS DONE!!! FINALLY

- i donno what now -

2007-10-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

had jus finished a midterm today. MICROECONOMICS II. thought things would be better this time round. gotten over the phobia of Micro 2, nonetheless things are proven today it doesnt seem so.

I seriously thought things would have turned for the better this time round, studied through with the hope of Acing the subject. upon the finish of the paper, was in a total blank state.

seriously, and after reflection, i thought i have done what should have been done and to be done. i donno what am i goin to do now. *touch wood* if this continues, i would need to extend my studies before im able to graduate.
im not the cry-upon-stress kinda person, also believing no point crying over spilled milk.

If i had understood the lectures and able to attempt tut questions and mid term past papers, and outcome is im unable to perform. i guess i have nuthin than to kill myself.
seriously, the urge of dying has been consistently appearing this week. today it only strengthened the thought. having such a bad day, encountering friend who doesnt appreciate her intelligence and continue preaching about how bad things would be when there's a worse live specimen in front of her, and facing a family who doesnt know what have been gone through, adds up the stress of a bad day.

was a person who thought suicide is a dumb thing, i mean i stll am. somehow, the thought is appearing so constantly overtime over these two weeks. the feeling of helplessness and struggle. today was totally depressing. i thought i would have performed. and i aimed to do it well. i don understand why. hardwork is never rewarded? or am i jus one who cant perform?!

if my essay, which is the starting point of all troubles, is not getting me anywhere. i guess that would be the match point.

sorry friends, i don't mean to scare, but jus releasing some grumbles. and u know, i don have the courage i guess.

- VISUAL KEI~ -

2007-09-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

- VISUAL KEI... all over AGAIN!!! -

ahem ahem... thnks to my godsis again. sei me into VK again by saiko-ing me into her ALICE 9th fandom.

see now im allover VKei again. worse new group! which is.. yea ALICE 9th.
OH MAN~~~ the guys are sooOooOooo gorgeous. even without make up. haha. anyhows since im here, jus whine abit lar.

BOU left ANTIC CAFE!!!! BOU~~~ ok in memory of bou, here's one cute MV
smile ichiban Ii Onna. (bou is jus the prettiest outta all. and yea, bou is a HE.. tho... yea'

then this is the latest single.. kakusei heroism...
sigh.. check out their latest members.. well the one with the afro hair..CMI puke~
without bou's support in guitar... sounds sooo ... empty
but one thing thats consoling enough is that. MIKU looks great~~~

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okie, enough with ANCAFE~~ now the latest add on. ALICE 9th~~~
love this. FANTASY

cool this vid is clear, hey jus enjoy the pretty boys yea~ haha and the vocal, Shou, of course~~

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and erm a little off lar. i think this is pretty hilarious and innovating. as in plucking strings of paino to play. and entertaining of course. igudesman and joo.

aights. back to books.damn
have been eating like shit when im stressed.

- have decided to go ahead -

2007-09-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

- have decided to go ahead... -

whoops ok i had one post in the beginning of the month and now i have another near the end of the month wahaha. alrite im not goin to swear again that i'll update more often, perhaps in my dictionary, 'often' meant twice a month wahaha.

anyhowz, things have been quite hectic and so on. its the recess week, nonetheless it doesnt seem so lar. apparently i have been in school like monday and i foresee myself camping in school again on thurs and fri. i guess what is topping my load is my essay, arghhh..

this time round, i literally have no idea how would i approach my essay. i went a big round doin that though. well, at least an idea was clearly sort out. nonetheless i don understand how and why have i been so stressed over this particular essay. kinda messed up by it. as in i shouted at every1 that's in my way, my uncleS my cousinS and my mom... lol but glad they understand.

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actually whats so pressurizing is due to my night time taken up by a friend of mine. instead of having to complete work at home, i got to go over to her place and stay with her at night which is like half of my time being taken up for no rhyme or reason. pretty inconstructive ~bleah.

anyhowz jus see how things go, hopefully it will turn out in a way that harms no party. grr...

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at times i feel that i have to be less compromising to surrounding ppl. not that im a saint like jolene or what. but to me its not nice to reject, not so nice to tell ppl how i actually felt so on and so forth. nonetheless, recently though pretty upset about it, i made a choice for myself.

was pretty looking forward towards the work and play trip in US, seriously wasnt keen at all until one of my friend enticed it. was seriously thinking about it, 'hey, i have not much memory being a student all these years, have been working and studying, not even a time for myself as a student. this prob would be a once in a life time trip and experience.'

then i registered in some themepark in NYC, erm... yes NYC. haha. erm... ah hua, jolene... i know what u are thinking haha NYC. don't worry i have long gotten over that shit so yea.

however due to some constraints things did not turn out the way that was anticipated. was seriously upset and u know that kinda rubbish feelings lar. but, seriously i thought to myself i'm rather an asshole if i really held grudges or grumble over it.

first, noone had knife or some parang over ur neck and forced me to sign up.
second, she is too nice a person to have grudge against. seriously... its like she's an angel lar then im like the pai kia haha.
third, should have thought for the worse outcome if things go wrong.
fourth, it's partly my fault for not thinking over the situation carefully. and stop compromising ppl. time to do something because i want to and for myself.

so i decided just to go ahead with it. and changed the designation to florida, orlando instead of NYC. and after sorting things out. i felt rather proud of myself though wahaha.

yup. im goin over all alone. jus hope that my room mate will not be too bad lar. haha. quite particular about cleanliness though i may not be that hygienic or what. but yea lar i cant stand the ang mo style. wearing shoes all over ARGHH...

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anyhowz, gimme all ur blessings friends~ haha. aightz back to essay. PUI~

- cool -

2007-09-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

OH MY!!! OH GOSH! im back for good again. haha. ok anyways a little update. been to the natsu matsuri held in the japanese school (primary -changi branch) on the 25th sept. i guess it was 2 weeks ago. was alrite, first time in yuukata. gosh! its so awesome, but ladies a piece of advice. take in deep breathes before puttin it on and most importantly, no lunch on that day.

gosh. i literally cant breathe. went with my go sis -kaixin and fulin. met alvin and roger somewhere and somehow. haha. did the goldfish-ing and yoyo. was fun tho. the yoyo wasnt as challenging as thought. nonetheless was an eye opener.

the disappointing part was that its flooded with Singaporeans more than japanese, still i manage to catch lotaz JOHNNY's POTENTIALs!!! wooHooo. amazing eh. man... i could see another ya-ya-yah, kanjani 8 over there. wooHoo. not to miss the kawaii-mono(s), nice yuukatas. anyhow it seemed more like a Singapore pasar malam. sigh... too many Singaporeans to be a MATSURI~ sobz. still, i had fun.... quite. haha

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hmmm rite, i have forgotten what i wanted to blog tho. Oh yea, i've begun to enjoy my school life~ woohoo. it's really tanoshiin desu! assignments flooding in, tutorials as well. was glad that microecons wasnt as bad as i thought and felt that im coping it pretty well. URESHIKATTA!!!

LAJ as well, enjoyed IZUMI WALKER, she's good~~ innovative learning and easy in class as well, but not that SAITO sensei wasnt good, jus that she bombarded too much way too much information!!! its... really taihen datta!

I LOVE SCHOOL~~ as in the time i spent. i don quite like NUS still tho.

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another good news, I'm signing up for OSAKA homestay program~~ woOhoo. with my dear kame-chan. it was great cause i din have much tuffle over it with my mom. she literally agreed to it without much hesitation, was pretty shocked, i thought i might need 'some' time persuading her tho. anyhow im glad~~

presently also planning on the USA work and play trip next year over 3 months. thought about what kame said, 'these are only what we can enjoy as students and its gonna be over'. so im taking that into consideration as well~. that signifies poverty in the next 10 months or so... grrr... haha.

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lastly.. bad news. I CANT SLEEP!!! insomnia sets in...#$%^@# and thats why im bloggin in the middle of the night where i should be having my date with AKANISHI JIN. haha.

oh yea, jus remembered, i wanna recommend this drama. 'MY LUCKY STAR' by Jimmy lin and Hanna a korean model turned actress. OMG... can u believe that JIMMY is 33 and looking 23! pairing with a actress 12 years younger than him doesnt make any incompatibility. OH MAN! this is sooo unfair!! its almost unconvincing that he is the oldest actor outta the cast! man... grrrr.... anyhow the show was alrite in my opinion.

but as usual taiwanese show to me is something that can only be watched once. no repetition. haha.

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here's somethin interesting and got my mom and me addicted to the song.

'ji pa ban'

2007-08-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

im all pissed.. for some reason or another. well... i donno why. maybe its my low carb diet that is making me soo ARGHH. im gettin myself work up all over for minor things. its like no big deal kinda thing i can get frustrated and vexed over it.

anyways now im still here bloggin means im kinda fine tho. lol
anyways thnks peeps, for those who have been consoling and assuring me that things will be fine and so forth. i really appreciated that and im gettin myself back in track. hopefully.

love u guys lots. and do catch up!

- im sick -

2007-08-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

im seriously in no mood to school reopening. im all stressed up and scaring myself all over. I din really do well for my previous sem infact it sucks literally.

now 2nd week into the sem. and im all tensed and in all fear for economics. i seriously donno what is in for me. i really somehow think i cant study or do economics.

i know i have to get rid of this bloody fear *cries* ok i will.

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anyhow. not much update. my life is as boring as usual.

nonetheless set some new goals. and thinking through it over and over again... ok now i don feel like bloggin anymore FOR NOW not that im gonna disappear again or what.

im now all emo after watchin free willy. WILLY I LOVE u!!
perhaps its the Michael Jackson's song tht really moves me. yea, I LOVE MJ!!! for some reason or another i got my eyes locked at him since 8. haha.

lol.

-friends-

2007-08-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

- TROUBLED, FRIENDS, SELD-IMPROVEMENT -

well, thesedays i have been thinking alot. alot.. seriously alot. alot of things had happened, alot of things had zoomed passed. all in a mist.

within all those, i found that i really have a problem with my character and myself. bear with me pals, im doing a confession lol.

since 2 years back i have been relying on this friend of mine whom i really look up to. i relied on her for everythin literally every little thing such as assurance and so forth. recently, our gap widened, and i guess the problem lies with me.

sigh... if only i were a little more matured in my thinkin. nonetheless, i guess there will be a point in time when things start freezing and friendship starts to stagnentized or what. probably i care too much or yearned too much for attention. i wanna be cared for and loved. all along i thought i was independent enough, but i guess im wrong. i wasnt at all.

so now bit by bit im recovering my negatives and trying to correct em slowly, and i hope day by day i could become a better person... somehow.

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im really one who cannot take comments. somehow i guess that gets me to no where. sigh... perhaps i should really stop relying on her and stand on my two feet. i gotta be more independent eh?

oh manz... why am i gettin all so emo~ grr@#$%& that isnt like me tho! haha

where is the wynn that used to be?! grrr

- NEW BLOG -

2007-06-30T13:49:00.000+08:00

- NEW BLOG -

HEY PEEPS my new bloggie with my god sis is up!! as u drop in here do drop in by there as well!
exclusive updates over there too well at least more interesting than what i have here duh~!

www.bakatachi-no-sekai.blogspot.com

CIAO~~~

of course this blog is still up tho. wahaha

- sobz -

2007-06-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

- SOBZ -

i opened my mouth to my second parent le... well... i felt so sad. its like totally lost leh. i jus feel so lost so lost so lost. its a feeling of amiss and somethin more to the extent that i think i can cry lor.

though they are not brillant students but the bond is there. happy working with them and so on and so forth...

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悲しい！！！

and~~~ i accepted a job offer with PSA marine. argghhh.
abit regret cause im used to slackin. but think of the money ar. ok lar... so be it.

hhaha...

but right now im jus sad.

- yuu-hoo -

2007-06-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

- I feel loved -

gosh i have never felt so loved before. i have all the friends i have around me. i had so much fun these two days with sissy... thnks sissy that karaoke session and sakae was so great. felt so sorry her my dear god sis cause everytime i have craving for sakae she would be the one accompanying without grudges. oh.. sissy thnks.

well on top of that my dearest plaster. if its not for u, i guess i wouldnt have met my dear sister. sometimes i jus wonder how fantastic 'fate' works. and how i came across plaster was another miracle. its like we were in the same lecture, i came late. it was Geisha samurai and yakuza lect, i sat beside two girls. then i got bored and i started a conversation with the girl next to me and ta-da we exchanged no. i cant imagine if that point in time we did not exchange no... i guess i wouldnt have this circle of friends that im having now.

anyhowie... thnks plaster. lol... 'plaster' and 'colour' wahaha. for doing so much as a friends =) i really appreciate every little concern u have given me.

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MY DEAREST KAME. if u asked me whats the greatest thing that ever occurred in the last sem it would be gettin to know this crazy woman... kame-chan. lol. erm... act i have forgotten how we got to become so close. cause last last sem where we have our tc together we were like total strangers. then last sem when we met again in tutorials it seem like we've known each other for ages... gosh...

lol. ahem ahem.. kame chan... better stop talkin bad about Mr. A from KAT-TUN. haha. well went to cash with that nutty woman today. jumping around and well... erm.. getting crazy. over arashi 'LOVE SO SWEET'. wahaha.

aightz gotta go again when schoolie reopens.
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i feel so loved though somethings happened recently.. well.. i guess u ppl know what. nonethelss im happy with the peeps around me who showered me with love and care thnks to u ppl. to those who have been missing and not contacting. seriously i have not forgotten every single thing u ppl done for me.

greatest thanks to (not in order of favouritism):

- Kaixin aka Sissy
- Elaine aka Kame-chan
- Fulin aka Plaster
- Minli
- Winnie (my dearest guardian and support)
- Ah ling (it took me sometime to decide if i should pen her down)
- Huixian (i still remember eh... the Sec and Jc days)
- Huiting (the pal that i found after one round of marathon)
- Yanling (the one who never forgets my birthday)
- Xiang ting (the one who brought me into the world of J-culture)
- Ann (my don-stress-lah remind-er)
- Zin (i love u hun)
- Valarie (the miss singapore to be)
- ah hua (my guardian)
- Jo! (i love u baby. she's a saint!)
- Peigan (my support, my guardian, my enemy... the only one who speaks the truth)
- Rick! (the preacher! lol for the better!)

wooh... i seriously felt loved totally. thnks peeps. anyhowz if i missed out any1 im sowwie. but that doesnt mean i have forgotten... erm well at this veyr moment probably! wahaha what an excuse.

=P

- grmph -

2007-06-18T18:10:00.001+08:00

- grmph -

went for interviews today. then studio booking with my student's mom. amazingly we can spent like the whole day together. either she's youthful or im matured. we talked about things ranging from family matters to general matters lor. then i found her quite well scope for a housewife.

she has very big circle of friends, for a housewife thats very very rare lor. haha. ppl like my mommy ar only circle herself round her area... the house!

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talking about interviews i was crossing my fingers real hard that i could get a job lor. arghhh~~~
im so bored and yet i think i will miss waking up late.

sighh... i think im quite sian lar cause whenever i wanna go out no1 wants to go out but during times when i don wanna even step outta house tonnes of ppl are dating me out. wth.

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another thing that freakingly irritates me. what would u think about this sentence

'im goin to the esplanade. do u need to get anythin?'

what would u interpret it as? 1. im going to the esplanade u got anythin to get come along.
2. im goin to the esplanade, u got anythin that i can help u get?

pls advise me on that.

- lalala~~~ -

2007-06-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

- LAlaLA -

tadaima! long time no see orh.. or should i say long time no blog and this thingie is gettin obselete. haha. well im back from my bangkok trip, not bad. shopping shopping and more shopping. got a Wacoal Bra... not that i don want to get more lar... but no size haha. erm... yea. seriously no size. sianz... i donno is that a compliment or what to me thats an insult.

but i like that t-shirt bra leh. quite comfy and furthmore really looks better when wearing shirt. wont be able to see the shape of the bra. anyways yea im in for another trip to bangkok. Recruiting ppl now! lol but i guess i wanna go sight seeing next trip, and of course shopping lar. those who intend to go my advice is prepare at least $600. AT LEAST. no joke.

im not the shoppin kinda person and yet i spent $500 there. scary rite. i felt so too.

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and i was soooooOOoOoo bored at home. that i decided to get myself some $$and job. so im in for an interview tmr. well well well... sianz rite. i donno if i will regret bah.. but hor i definitely will miss waking up late in the afternoon.

budden again bo bian IM SO FREAKING BORED at home lor. sianz!!! im totally freaking out feeding fishes and selling them... arghh...

not bad leh. can try this game at yahoo! games 'Fish Tycoon'. erm... on top of that im watchin, yes re-watching My Girl. talking about my girl ar... watch this...

I CAUGHT LEE JOON KI IN BANGKOK!!!

oh yes oh yes do belive i did!! he cut his hair. but due to the maniac crowd in thailand... i gave up after 3 shots. haha.

well pretty borin eh... thats why i don understand why can ppl stand stayin at home. for one thing i can confirm now... Im not cut in to be a housewife... haha... NO WAY MAN!

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another reason why im so bored is because i hurt my thumb and im not suppose to play my piano for AT LEAST a month.. damn... i donno how in the world could i clamp my finger with the car's door. geez...

condition worsen after i played my piano the day after i got injured. bo bian leh... my student having exams so must give aural and so i must play. arghh.

~faint.

talking about students. i have made up my mind to drop them. thanks to Kame chan, she recommended me a pretty reliable teacher. so well... i guess i have to give em out. i have already opened my mouth to one of em... two more to go.

boo hoo~~~ am i that irresponsible?

well bo bian leh... my studies more important. anyhow im opening a concert on 14th july for my students. two feedbacks my my friends sayin that im doing nonsense and rubbish cause since im stoppin by august no point doin one concert.

BUT i have 3 candidates for exams leh... if i don set up now i can never set up to let em play leh... how~~~~ arghh!!!

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arghh... i think im jus too bored... way too bored... jus by seeing the length im bloggin now... u can jus imagine how bored am i.

- FLY FLY FLY -

2007-06-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

- holiday -

first and foremost. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY!!! wish u all the best in everythin u do and most importantly may all things go ur way =).

im sorry that i might not be able to attend ur party cause got tied up with lots of things. im sorry and i will make up for that i promise!

anyways im goin for holiday to bangkok liao. lookin pretty forward but i know im not very happy thesedays. of course its because of someone, some reason. and for that some reason. sometimes it's rite that u must always strive for what u want but ultimately ppl are always positive and optimistic about the outcome that they neglected what might come out negative.

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i wanted to go forward and go for what i want for once, nonetheless even without steppin one big step im suffering from repercussion. to me of the repurcussion is greater than anythin, might as well leave things as it is now. at least and for the least... things are jus the way they are.

ok im talking abstract and nonsense. this jus depicts how i feel rite now. shit right. i know im very anal now. well not very but pretty much i suppose haha.

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anyhow i guess im stayin and keepin my feet to the ground than to move forward.

- demoralised -

2007-05-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

- Demoralised -

today went to teach a student who had been givin problems. today as usual she did not disappoint me. she threw her temper at me again. on top of that threw her books on the floor and hit her piano keyboard. or should i say she HAMMERED it. pedal the pedal like a speed boat. and i told her mom that she better had the piano checked soon.

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i complained loads to her mom, exploding everythin. she really reached my max... i was so agitated that i almost tear while talkin to her mom. i said: ' mrs chan, i donno what happen to your daughter this year, but im really suffocated till i donno what to do with her.' and seriously im that stress.

things have worsen this year she wasnt that bad last year, though still... this year is worse till im really at my wits. i donno what to do with her. im really exhuasted with all my ways of handling the child. hard way, soft way, half raw way whatever damn ways i tried, have no impact on her.

im really doubtin my capability to teach or continue teaching. i know i don make a good piano teacher, but i thought i tried. i go in all ways to do my students good, but somehow things never get done.

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then on top of the mentioned case i literally hurt my student's ego without knowing. i thought she is pretty close to me so im always like clowning around with her so im not careful with my words.

thinking that she wouldnt take it to heart. so i was like joking around,'oei, u have no talent in music lar. forget about it.'

'oei why u so dumb, donno how to count'

who knows the damn hell she took it all for real man. she was tellin me that she almost wanted to give up today. im like... gosh i din even remember mentionin such things to her.

lol. im really a goner rite?

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well before today i really enjoyed myself with Sissy and a friend of mine, Ann. went shopping like a tai tai. was rather fun lar, there was no need to worry about anythin.

today was bad. somehow... 今キモチがすごく悪いん、どうしたの。。。全然わからない。　誰か。。。助けてくれ！

-LIBERATION -

2007-05-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

- LIBERATION -

woohoo~~~ oh oh yay yay~~~ exams final over and done with. totally relieved. im quite satisfied with my own performance. as in this time round i really know what i was doing and studying. im quite disapointed with my microecons.
though i studied real hard, i guess it did not turn out to be so well... i literally went BLANK. oh yes... BLANK~!

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nonetheless im LIBERALISED~! YAHOOO~~~ now all i care is sleep. play. eat and ANIMEs~

oh man... i got hooked up with lotaz animes thesedays. erm... yesh even during my exam periods lar.

so im here to recommend a few.
rankings not in order.

1. Romeo x Juliet
2. Ouran High School Host CLub (this is bloody funny)
3. Master of Mosquinton '99
4. Bleach (ok though im slow.. but yea i started it last week thnks to sissy)
5. Marginal Prince
6. Wolf Rain
7. Naruto Shippudden

and not to forget drama. 14 sai no haha. plaster and i share the same kimochi. wooo *sobz*

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phew. now im organising a list of my karaoke outings haha.

jaa na~ and of course this blog lar.

- whats' up -

2007-04-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

- WasSup -

1. Cut, permed, highlight my hair.

2. struggling with presentations

3. buryin myself with guilt for not studying

4. overcoming stress

5. KATTUN is disbanding june

6. im dying~ R.I.P

- sway -

2007-04-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

- SWAY! -

it's HOKKIEN... SWAY... damn sway lar. i donno if i posted here somehow that i lost my resource text then spent $39 bucks buying a new one.

today i went to GECKO again with ann. while waitin for my food, some orange thingie caught my eye... 'RESOURCE and ENVIRONMENTAL ECONOMICS'... im like

'WHHHAAATTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!'

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i wonder if there's any one else as sway as i am lar. nonetheless, din really feel much of a loss lar,
钱乃是身外置物。argghh!!! for that 39 bucks i could jolly well get a set of pierre cardin bra man~
arghh!!!!

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and i jus realise 20 days later exams are gonna start... damn...

i felt that i have learn nuts in Microecons.. and im gettin a little scared.

*crys*

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BUT im goin on a short trip to Malacca~~~ woohoOooOo!!! over the weekend that is. gosh! and im gonna have a new haircut~ woohoo

- crap messaging -

2007-03-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

- CRAP MESSAGING -

upon request by my dear kame-chan, i'd post a message conversation i had the other day which is like totally embarrassing. uh-huh. dont doubt how embarrassing it is. it is VERY... i mean it VERY... don't believe me?

see for yourself then.

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PROLOGUE: was searching through my contact list for a Malaysian no. saw this one +017XXXXXXX and i happily ASSUMED and PRESUMED that it's the contact i wanted to send out to. so i started messaging 1.20AM.

Wynn (1.20AM): Hey friend, why go back Malaysia didnt lemme know. i damn pissed off lar. anyways, emerly, siew chin, and daphne wanted to send their regards to u.
新婚快乐！爱你哦！ \(^-^)/

~~~ 15mins later ~~~
no reply. so i thought that she might not have my no and think im some weirdo so i insert another msg.

Wynn (1.40AM): Btw this is wynn. when you return Singapore, gimme a call. the guys would like to meet you for dinner.

*Ding Ding DIng*

-(o-o)- (2.10AM): yo, how u been. long time no hear news from u.

* i happily replied*

Wynn (2.12AM): what how i've been. angry lar. return malaysia din tell me. 朋友当假的厚！

*Ding Ding DIng*

-(o-0)- (2.24AM): i've never been to Singapore until now. ware u heard news i was in Singapore?

*gasp~ oh-oh. and i suspected i had sent to the wrong no.*

Wynn (2.27AM): erm... may i know if this is Winnie. i suspected i have gotten the wrong no. if u are not winnie, may i know who is this?

-(o-o)- (2.38AM): then who r u?

Wynn (2.43AM): i'm wynn. so are u winnie? if not who u are?

-(o-0)- (2.57AM): NO! i'm not the one u named.

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i was thinkin could u jolly well tell me who u are?

Wynn (3.05AM): erm... hi i have your no in my contact list so i guessed i might know u. so is there by any chance i know u or if by any chance u know me? wynn?

-(o-o)- (3.20AM): dont u remember already... i think u were with ur friend at first world hotel (which is at genting) and u asked me how old am i??

i almost fainted! hello!!! i'm like could u jolly well tell me who u are instead of 'then who are u?' 'no im not the one u name... blah blah blah'

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i think i'm not goin to continue part 2 of the conversation. its well... ermm... yea...
nite~

- happy -

2007-03-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

- happy -

thanks friends~ im good and happy all over now~

2007-03-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

- 困扰 -

最近有许多不愉快地事情接二连三的发生在我身上，但大多根学业撤上边缘。发现随着年龄与学历的增长成绩一年不如一年，说真的事不是越老越笨啊我？成绩不好也就算了，但自己的性格又很容易气馁。一整个星期下来把自己沉浸在沮丧中，活似天快塌下来的情景。再来，弟弟又发生了一些麻烦，简直就是烦上加烦。

这段日子真的活得很没意义，只会给自己找理由逃避一切的一切。不敢去正面面对‘正常’的生活步伐，一直一直的寻找着让自己安心的逃避方式，不去想明天的事。但，又可以这样下去多久呢？一天？两天？或则一年？能一直的这样下去吗？

虽然说服自己是个不难的事，但真正的去面对果真得提出不少的勇气与意志。而我选择了再逃避。继续的‘躲开’，继续的活在自己的世界。昨日想了许多许多，事情真的有想象的那么严重吗？严重到‘封闭’自己的程度吗？继续逃避又逃得了一世吗？

虽想了许多但是还是怕。怕将来，怕前途，怕‘输‘，怕面对事实。。。脑袋瓜除了这些也想不出其他的所以然来。这两天下来与外界隔离，让自己清醒与安静的把心情整理，虽然平静了不少，但芥蒂还在。然而，或许不踏出第一步是不行的，原地踏着会更糟糕吧。

不过，真的很谢谢这段时间在周围陪伴着我的朋友们。谢谢你们给予的关心，我都接收到了！

- wosh -

2007-03-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

- Whoosh -

man... caught in an accident today. for goodness sake man. 96 hit onto a cabby. but not sure who's in the wrong. but was a pretty bad start for me. late for LAJ tut. Morita super bu shuang me liao, can see from her expression. must have thought im some juvenille delinquent. arghh..

i think i should try to be early next time. but not my fault leh... who knows i would be caught up in an accident #$%^#$%^

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nonetheless quite proud of myself thesedays. gettin more and more discipline. today was a total relief. got my last mid term over and done with. ~phew.

totally lightened up. treated myself to a movie. haha. i find it good watchin movie alone. treating urself to some kinda luxury that kinda thing. feel so loved by myself.

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oh yea. forgot to add huh... im in love with TANK man. gosh. his mvs huh... gosh so touchin. donno why, for some reason or another 'ZHUAN　ＳＨＵ TIAN SHI' has a large impact on me. i jus have some kinda weird kimochi when i watched the MV.

im still reflectin abit. anyways here's the MV.

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i think one thing i felt so relief because i finally sought things out a little. lol felt more light hearted someway or another. haha. still thanks to all friends outta who had help me out so much!

love ya guys.

- Rebirth -

2007-03-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

- Re-birth -

Aightz. finally thought through things. no point sulkin over spilled milk. so jus look forward to come what may. sigh...

but seriously im sad lar, but im amazed i still can progress with my drama marathon. lol. just finish 'Tokyo Juliet' by Wu Zun and Ariel Lin. well... seriously ar... i think that is not a very fascinating show. if not for the manga i guess i wouldnt waste my money on it.

dont really like Ariel Lin, not that she is THAT bad, but jus don like her vibe lar. Wu Zun~~ nonetheless, startin to get a little sick of him.

haha. but i like he's composition. upper half made up of Lee Dong Gun, Lower Half Lee Hom. erm... don think too much. im talkin about the face. ahem ahem.

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saturday was really bad, was really sugoi-tically down. *econs test* then jolene was so nice to accompany me to KTV and let me have her killed with my singing haha.

thnks jolene. one thing im pretty consoled about is that i really have alot of good friends who really cared about me. not too many, but enough to make me feel im loved.

oh~ talkin about friends. i made two new friends this sem. one in my language class. Kame chan, she is ultimate liao. then the other Ann from my resource and energy class. very slack yet smart duddette. @#$%& i really hate this kinda ppl. *groan*
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tired~ lookin forward to holidays without exams. i guess i need to be more discipline from today onwards.

can some1 slap me hard?

- stressed -

2007-02-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

- stressed -

this time i really am. not yet reach my maximum yet but im optimizing the stress level shiftin the 'indifference-curve of stress' to the higher level of utility. arghh... i jus had a discussion of econometrics tut. i left halfway and broke down.

i totally cant catch whatever my two team mates have been discussin, totally lost. so i decided to retreat and left. man... i feel so yucky of myself man.

tests and presentations are coming up soon, im like in a total blank of what is goin on in class. and these are my core modules. i wouldnt deny im a rather slow learner, it takes me more time to understand stuff than others. gosh...

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Japanese is really 'tai hen', addin to my total mess. arghh... felt so pek cek totally.

my work as well, i felt that im lettin my emotion over my responsibilty. my students are takin exam soon 1st march 2007. one of them im not so worried. the other is givin me real headache.

she can tell me 'WHO CARES' when i said, 'if u carry on liddat, u'd fail'. gosh i almost died upon listening. she is super smart, jus that she hates listening to instructions. she never does what she was told to. she likes doin things her way. BUT this is an exam leh, im not the examiner man.

i seriously wish her luck. i have been goin through her 3 pieces like nth millionth time, repeatin the same mistakes. it depends on her mood to play well or not. i was hopin she would be in a pretty good mood on the day of exam.

if i were to give up teachin piano one day, she'd probably be the first one i would drop, nonetheless she'd too be the first one i would miss most.

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talkin about piano, i really really think i have learnin disability. my piano is gettin in my way as well. im learnin things quite slowly. my piano teacher, i know, is gettin quite pek cek of my playin liao. i seriously dono what kinda 'sound' she wants. i tried all sorts of playin i still cant please her, in fact i cant even please my self. my fingers are rather stiff i tihnk. arghh

with my present standard i felt that im bluffin my way through my students somehow. perhaps im not that qualified. but thinkin of givin up, i definitely wont want to. arghh...

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ok i know im gettin overly pessimistic and i guess this would last for some time. i would try to shine myself brighter, wearin brighter colours? lol

my bro came up to me sayin, 'jie, u lost alot of ur smiles and laughters recently.'

only then i realise what i have been clownin away infront of friends are very fake. i donno. perhaps im startin to put on masks again.

- HAPPY V-DAY -

2007-02-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

- HAPPY V-DAY -

it's V-day so everythin must be in pink~ ppl in love what. anyways v-day is not only about love u love me only, it's all about friendship too!

ok fine i know i know its what sulkers say yea. @#$%^&
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anyways jus passed my V-day with a friend at zingo sulking to her how lonely my v-day was. haha. but now im bloomin in pink all over again with CHIAKi~!

woosh~ he rox.
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then just finished the LAJ midterm. damn... im really pek cek liao argghhh
sian sian sian, sighz sighz sighz.

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- Appeared -

2007-02-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

- Re-Appeared -

heloz blog, heloz Jin, heloz everyone. I'm once again... back from MARS. Havent been bloggin, so i thought i would jus drop by again to assure that this blog is still in working condition.

Sigh damn tired lately, busy like no day no night. its like i've never felt time flies so fast before, everyday is so packed like shit. grr...

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met my dear Sissy recently, she became prettier liao lor. gonna be teacher, damn... i sympathetise with the kids. sigh... :x whoops.

arghh lookin around me now other than heaps of papers its still heaps of papers. and my room is in a TOTAL mess. ARGHHHH!!! geez...

new year coming. shoppin not done yet. gosh i think im gonna panic and get somethin from giordano last min yikes~

or maybe i should go pasa malam goin 3 for $10 lelong lelong. since already lok cok, then all the way lok cok. wahaha.

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infactuated with Mozart and Beethoven again after NOdame Cantabile. i was totally inspired by the Mozart Sonata they played. geez...

anyways the show had a positive impact on me, as in i was totally inspired to play Mozart and I finally MEMORISED my 15 pages long Sonata. i never thought i could do it. well i did~ yay.

i guess that's the only one thing that im like so overwhelmed about.

studies wise im totally stressed. its like i cant attempt my tut questions and this is scaring me out. LAJ best, all conducted in Nihong. whatever said was like #$%^*&(@#$$^&& to me.
Mid term gonna fall on Valentine.

*pls bless me*

- Recapitulation -

2007-01-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

- Recapitulation -

first of all, HappPy New year peeps! it has been a long time eh. erm. yea it HAD been a really long time.

anyhow, was jus back not long ago from my trip to KL, more exactly Rawang, a some city down KL. Had done alot of fun things and some interesting occurences there, nevertheless regrets were present as well.

DAY 1 28th Dec 06
reached KL at the wrong station at 3 plus in the afternoon. Supposedly were to meet my friend at Pudu Raya in the end i end myself up in another station. Got chop by taxi driver. damn.

waited 2 hours plus for my friend to pick me up from time square. then went to 'tong lo wan' to have dinner. afterwhich went to visit my friend's family. got them chicken essence as gifts, pai say to stay over at ppl's place mah.

then went to her dad's place for dinner.

DAY 2 - 4 29th Dec 06 to 01st Jan 07
Camp in Genting Highlands. erm... this was the regret part i thought i was really wastin my time over at Genting. it's like practically waited for her relative to camp in the casino. but it was indeed an eyeopener how a full time gambler could be. in jus a night she lost like 10000 RM. what the hell. oh yes oh yes 10000 RM in a night.

i almost fainted when we calculated the loss. 1 bet was at least 800 RM. what the fuck.

spent my new year there. the fireworks were ok. at least more generous than singapore's.

DAY 4 1st Jan 07
reached home at around 530 in the mornin due to jam down hill in genting. so slept my morning away. went sighting in a motorbike, got my self scalded by the exhaust. lol, well go on and mock if u want, instead of alighting from my left i alighted from the right where the exhaust was burnin hot and finally had my calf tested the temperature of the exhaust. in the afternoon it was another 'relative' visit to my friend's aunt's place. sigh... so everyone was fascinated by a SINGAPOREAN who knows how to play piano. *faints*

so was holding a small concert over at her aunt's place. nuthin special the rest of the day.

DAY 5 2nd Jan 07
Sunway lagoon. went sunway with her cousins. quite a cool bunch i would say. did enjoy myself. but din get to have the most fascinating rides. the 360 degrees type. aww... cause no1 dares to have that ride~

have a taste of how the 'MRT' in KL, they call it KTM, whatever it stands for i donno. and we have EZlink, they've got Touch and Go. interesting eh. and i came to be appreciative to Singapore's public transport. trust me 5 mins of waiting here is nuthin compared to KL 20 mins of waitin for a train. and 2 hours for a bus. im not exaggerating. believe it.

the journey on train was a diseaster as well, forever damn reason there were multiple stops between each station. imagine taking an hour to travel from bishan to city hall. $%%&$@

DAY 6 3rd Jan 07
did nuthin at all except convincing the Malaysians that Singaporean actually play Mahjong. uh-huh. played mahjong the whole day from afternoon till after-dinner into the night with my friend's grandma and happily lose some ringgit to her.

nonethelss did learn some ways of playin mahjong. lol the Malaysian way.

DAY 7 4th Jan 07
this was a real memorable day lol a once in a life time experience man. went to a newly opened shoppin mall in KL 'the curve'. a good one, most importantly the toilets are really clean~ i was totally amazed and thankful.

sang karaoke at red box, or more of like accompanying the kids. bo bian different channels totally. anyhow here's the best part. on our way back from KL to Rawang (around 45 mins to an hour car ride) the car BROKE DOWN in the middle of the high way.

uh-huh it did happily went wooom--zoom--sweeee-sooo and *dead*. that was the first time i pushed a car, standin in the middle of the road signaling cars away in the rain. gosh. what an experience for goodness sake. and im blessed to be here typing instead of u-know-what.

waited for help and it was 3 hours later before things were done and we were safely sent home. phew.

DAY 8 5th Jan 07
took the 10am bus and came back singapore in one piece.

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so thats that. still arrangin my mood for the new year and new semester. still not really in the momentum for my usual pace. and my wound is gettin from bad to worse. oh no~~ geez i guess i better seek doctor's opinion again. *cries*

school's reopening. *bleaurgh*
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- hmmph -

2006-12-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

- hmmph -

x'mas round the corner, i feel that im totally outta festive mood. sigh... guess im down on mood swings recently. or perhaps hormonial changes i guess.

anyways went for kickboxin session today, it really sucked somehow. the instructor today was a total bump. His moves are really lax i was really wonderin if im in the rite class. BOONG~~~ where are u~~ aww... cant wait for boong to b e back, if not desiree would be good. have i mentioned that the instructor today was calledd 'DONALD', and to add in he really sound like a duck. i guess he had a good name =)

anyhow in conclusion, it sucked.

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went to got some stuff from a collegue, supposedly to teach piano after that, but cancelled last min to a saturday mornin. damn, there goes my beauty sleep. arghh.

jus felt not right somehow.

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still dont feel rite. $#%^&*

- MIA -

2006-12-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

- MIA... and im back again -

HellOo helOo Heelllooo, i'm back after ages of MIA. wahaha. lotaz ppl are lookin for me i know~ and ta-da im back.

firstly, lemme address my issues. i'm not busy studyin or what but workin yes. shopping no. if u know me well i really really dislike shoppin alot alot. then sorry to those whom i promise to meet up and didnt. especially my sissy~~ aww sorry sissy.

i will definitely meet u up for ktv session k? or movie~ havent really gone out with u. awww since that fiesta dinner outin~

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HoHOhOHooOHOHOHOHohOHOHoho~~~ i peirced my ears!!! 5 earholes now~~~woohOoooO
man. i finally did what i always wanted to. but i really dislike the second hole on my right ear. a little too close to the first. arghh.

nonetheless im happy!!! 5 ear holes!!! after the 3rd 5 years ago~ wahaha.

wooHOoo~~~ gettin havoc gasp! i guess maybe another two more in another 5 yrs time. ahaha.

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lastly... results.. im really scared ar. don really dare to face the day after x'mas. arghh...
sigh.

then on top of that what bothers me most is that a group of ppl around me thought im a LESBO!
yes oh yes... a LESBIAN.

please do hint me if u think im one. geez... what have i done? im still reflecting. maybe u guys could jus hint me or somethin.

*blurgp*

- AMORE -

2006-12-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

- HOLIDAY PROGRAM -

finally after exams and i was already looking forward to the holidays even before it ended. whahaha.

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actually set up a MUST-ACHIEVE list for this holidays.

1. this is my idiotic priority..
MAKE SURE MOZART, BACH, BARTOK would not die once more if they were to be revived.
in short to fully utilize my new piano, 5 -7 hours a day. btw this is not set by me.

2. AMORE AMORE AMORE.
i signed up 153 bucks at amore the every night i finished my exams~ woohoo. and i'd started goin for yoga and pilates lessons. they are real awesome.

3. STUDENTS' CONCERT
sigh... have to plan for my students' concert. by hook or by crook gotta get my students to play in front of crowd. studio bookings... pushing students... arghh~

4. DEATH NOTE 2/ HAPPY FEET/ MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES
i guess i have to break my last year record of 5 movies per year. so far i only caught 4 movies as of far.

5. CLUB CLUB CLUB
wahaha~ uh-huh u know who u are~

6. HOLIDAYS.
a- must- go -holiday~

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so far liddat. trying to scrap the biddin excercise off my mind rite at the moment.

wahaha. anyways went for yoga and pilates, was real good. yoga was challengin, for a moment in time i thought i would die there. i mean as in twist my neck and all fours till i cannot twist it back to the normal shape. -_-"

CRAP~ anyways it was fun. i felt soo good, as in i planned everythin to do for holidays so full till im so satisfied.

signed up for Drums lesson as well. lemme see what lessons do i have for this hols.

- Piano lessons.
- Drumming lessons
- Yoga/ Pilates
- Classical (European) Music appreciation
- Self Improvement Program
(some how to be a better person talk)
- Charcoal/ Drawing classes

yup yup yup~ thats all. man im sooooOoooo satisfied, at least useful to a certain extent. my brother said im too rich no where to spend money~ whahaha.

but i guess its worth the money spent. especially the self improvement program, i guess i needed that alot. haven been a good person for 20 yrs, time to turn over a new leaf and be likable. wahaha.

whoops.

*have always been a devil in disguise* AKUME AKUME~~~

- near LIBERATION -

2006-11-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

-Near Liberation -

okie dokie~ finished 4 papers. phew... history paper ends at 7pm. gosh. i cant believe im a good crapper. wahaha.

anyhow finally all the heavy stuff are over. goin to have one more on MOnday. lol but i have all the time i have~ woohoo

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anyways the most satisfyin thing i've done these few weeks is to have my hair cut~ uh-huh uh-huh it's SNIPPED off. woohoohoo.

yay yay yay. some say i looked punked lar. but gotta admit its those not long not short. short here and there long here and there. that kinda that if-u-don-style-it-sucks hairstyle.

wahaha.

but i like what can u do?

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have been attending weddin and playin alot of wedding stuff, the most unbelievable thing is ppl wants guang liang's tong hua for wedding. what the. isnt it a sad song?! cant believe it.

anyways i enjoyed playin throughout was a good experience for me i guess.

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was pretty disappointed with myself for econs paper. its like not that i din study but still i only manage to do 9 marks outta 60 marks paper... sigh...

the paper was SUPPOSEDLY easier than last sem. but in my most sincere and well thought opinion it isnt.

sighh..

- BLEAH -

2006-11-16T04:23:00.000+08:00

- BLEAH -

was my birthday yesterday. bloggin now after i came back from ZOUK. what a disappointment. heard alot of peeps sayin how good zouk became blah blah blah... wtf.

i had 4 tequillas pop and im still like... 'well what the hell is this?'

cant get high as i used to~ i guess singapore clubs cant make it. so i guess it wasnt a very enjoyable party.

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something happened on my way to zouk... i LITERALLY forgotten about my ID. happily went off. came back the second time to get my earrings.

when i reached there, was tryin to conned the bouncer. apparently i din get through. WTF the bouncer was idiotically smart. as in he remembered my friend's id. so 'bo-bian' had to go back home AGAIN and get my IC. @#$%&*&

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got into zouk at 12.30AM. way past my b-day. the music was pretty bad. i felt as if i was in a lounge than a disco. man... the music was real slow. don even have the mood to dance. it's jus like english songs adding bass to it, 'HOPING' it could bring out some atmosphere.

damn... it din works. and there are idiotic dancers on the podium doing all kinds of idiotic movements like mime dancing. wtf... my friends was quite pissed somehow. lol but we mocked the dancers throughout. wahaha.

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one of my friend almost died of suffocation. i think i will never go back to zouk somehow. MOS though not very onz also, still somewhat better than zouk thesedays.

peeps u guys if u have the chance try out clubs in MALAYSIA and HONG KONG. those are what i call real music and dance music. not for sluts to sway and u know what lar. end up in hotel 81 somehow. haha. geez im being mean.

anyways i am always mean~

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*birthday wish2: wishing all i know to be in good health and happiness*

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*birthday wish 3: ShhHHhhHh*

- OFFICIALLY 20 -

2006-11-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to wynn
happy birthday to wynn
happy birthday happy birthday
happy birthday to wynn

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*birthday wish*

to marry AKANISHI JIN

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- ZA beauty galm makeup -

2006-11-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

- ZA glam makeup workshop -

Went to the beauty workshop with Fulin today. proudly Brought to the public by ZA in singapore poly guildhouse.

no bad lar, but the make up too heavy make me look kinda 'old'. beyond my age.

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it's hands on. tried smokey eyes today. hmmm... i really cant do smokey eyes i think i should jus stick to green and reddish brown tat range of colours i usaully use.

then when i reach home yea, i found that i completely forgotten what have been taught actually. the cleansing part before make up especially. but i strongly believe im not senile, its jus that there's no LECTURE NOTES. i think im goin to feed back to the organization.

they should provide notes or at least presentation slides. *haha*

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then bought their vitamin lip balm, lash curler, and a concealer. not bad. hmmm... but lookin at my wallet today... an initial 200 bucks became 100 bucks at the end of the day.

sigh... spent money takin taxis. arghh...

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hmmm... i should really start managing my wealth.

- HAPPY -

2006-11-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

- HAPPY -

i'm bloody idiotically freakingly happy today. my student got all band one and within, 2 subjects are 90++. gosh i really really feel everythin paid off.

FINALLY... im not goin to see her anymore.

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i'm swearing to myself that.

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wooHooo~~~

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FREED!

BUT, i really must start practising my piano. i think my piano teacher will screwed me.

SHIT~

- HAPPY -

2006-11-04T22:43:00.001+08:00

- RUMOURS -

2006-11-03T09:23:00.000+08:00

- rumours -

these are rumours behind my dear akanishi departure from kat-un.

1. He is JEALOUS of kame-chan.
this is for Rae to answer if its true.

2. He wants to be together with his BRAZILIAN MODEL GIRLFRIEND!

wtf. i never did know that jin has a GIRLFRIEND! geez. i really cant take it man. anyways all these are quoted from the NEWPAPER.

bloody asshole.

- PUKE BLOOD -

2006-10-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

- PUKE BLOOD -

man i really cant believe it myself. this person (a guys to add) asked me to help him out. ok, i said fine. gave me a DATE: 26th october 2006. and thats that.

i left the later half of the day for him. in the end no news.

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started to be a little pissed off.

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i msged him askin if he needed my help.

thats what he said:

are u serious in helping me? i donno *blah blah blah*

its so draggy and gu po can~ want means want. don want means don want
so i just asked him straight

so u do u want me to help? if yes tmr afternoon.

then i waited for ages. i needed a prompt reply so as to arrange my busy schedule (as every1 knows im a busy woman wahaha). no reply.

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super pek cek now.

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so i called:

Hello friends. so do u want me to help. jus a yes or no. i need to schedule my time.

guess what happened?

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THAT ASSHOLE HANG UP ON ME.

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$%^&*@$#%

OMG i cant believe it can, best a few hours later. he msged back:
wynn, sorry I DIN ANSWER UR CALL. i will call u again when i really need your help.

WTF...

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i almost passed out due to high blood pressure.

- mornings -

2006-10-26T06:35:00.000+08:00

- mornings -

i'm beginning to like EARLY mornings especially 5am to 6.30am that period when the sky is still dark. air is nice and when u jog rite its like u have the whole world to urself.

TRANQUILITY is the word lor.

i know im nuts. but i love early mornings.

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alot of things are disappointing me. i hated ppl who went back on their words. apparently, they did. but its some rubbish i know i shouldnt be bothered about, STILL... im sad.

*stabs myself*

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sigh... after today, everythin will be gone. today is the last day im giving myself.
hopefully i will not be disappointed.... HOPEFULLY. that is to say.

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the dumbest thing is to believe in someone or something that MIGHT not be true, and u know u shouldnt take the words. STILL i chose to be a 'DUMBER'.

- sad -

2006-10-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

- sad -

bottom the cohort for econs.

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sleepless nites.
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aimless life.
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depressed

- a day -

2006-10-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

- Tawainese Opera -

went to esplanade to catch 'TANG MEI YUN GE ZAI XI', the tawaniese opera. wasnt that bad, i could understand what was goin on actually, enjoyed myself.

the ultimate objective is to accompany my grandma. but found it really fantastic. singapore operas really C.M.I. haiz. good thing my grandma caught this one at least.

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the ah pek sittin infront of me seems to have cramp in the neck, keep turnin left right up down, i have the urge to slam his head man. gosh. and i have to move here and there as well. next the ah ma behind. cough and sneeze on my head can. wah kaoz.

other than that, everythin's fine. and infact what brighten my evenin was that my grandma loved it. she loved it all. :)

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arghh my cough and flu is killin me. thnks to our 'good' neighbour never ending Bbq-ing. the 'smoke' from all that bbq-ing has worsen my cough. #$$%&* wth.

anyways i got a week of MC wahaha.

i'm thinkin if i should fully UTILISE it all. woohoo.

*angel pops out on the right, devil on the left*
*struggle between devil and angel*

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doom~ essays duing but UNDONE.

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cousin gettin married on sat~ that is later this evening that is~ woo~

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*happy Mid-autumn fest*

- FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. -

2006-10-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

- FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. SBS -

Today was a pretty bad day. had two tests LAJ 2102 and EC 2101. was hoping it could turn out well, BUT everythin went wrong. totally.

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waited like half an hour for 96 which i donno why din come~ the queue was like super long. and i was late for LAJ test. literally missing out 16 marks of the listening.

im pissed and so FUCKED UP. its not that i left home late. INFACT i left home early, 20 mins earlier. at 1030. and i cant imagine im unable to reach school at 12pm.

gosh.

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i seriously think SBS should come up with a better management plan somehow or another. this isnt the first time. they have really bad planning for buses. when there are crowd there aint buses, when there's no crowd multiple buses come.

i guess Murphey's law is pretty much satisfied.

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man... im soooOOoo irritated. arghh. FUCK! argghhh.

anyways went shopping. got at least somethin decent and presentable for saturday's dinner.
hoping to get a boots but it cost too much! 58 bucks for a one time dinner and its left alone to rot in the shoe rack for the rest of its life. hmmm

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oh man~~~~ im really really really really pissed!

- stressed -

2006-09-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

- stressed -

stressed not because of heavy workload but due to heavy workload and undone~

gosh i donno how i spend my week away liddat. i feel that im seein HORROR in near days.

two essays un-researched and duin soon.

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i jus don have the discipline to sit down and flip my books. usually after flippin the first 2 pages i found my head on the table.

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Sigh.

- IQ TESTS -

2006-09-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

- IQ TESTS -

i cant sleep, so i decided to take some iq tests. partly because i don believe im no where smarter than Kim Jung Hoon. Man... Einstein had IQ of 150 and his is 146. gosh this is nuts.

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the first one. 138. im brilliant

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test 2: 106. hmmm... average intelligence



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Test results: 116.

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nitez.

- @#$%& -

2006-09-19T02:25:00.000+08:00

- $%^&@#% -

ok finally got rid of my nokia 8250. got a 6030 instead.

how i got it:
Dad renewed his plan. got a nokia 6670 or what nought, don bother much actually. and to show how much he dotes his dear wife, he got her a 6030 at $158, which he THOUGHT she would be terribly and idiotically touched.

sad to say...

NO!

instead, she was grumbling away how sucky nokia phones are (i second it totally), and took away my SAMSUNG phone which i JUST JUST got it back from my brother. *wails*

and TA-DA i got a NEW NOKIA PHONE a shouldnt-meant-to-be-for-me-but-i-got-it phone.

damn... There goes my LG Chocolate! was jus sayin on Sunday that i wanted to get a LG Chocolate phone next month. IT'S SOooOOoOOoo NICEEEE~~~ and CLASSY so to say.

and now everythings screwed #$%&$#@#

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stuck with Nokia Phones all over again. what the...

the ring tones sucks... *man i miss my kenny g*! the graphics suck equally... *miss my dear babies piccies*

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I'M TOTALLY PISSED!

- Cool -

2006-09-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

- CHILL -

my student didnt do her homework AGAIN.

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i'm pissed.

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i WALKED OUT of her house.

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seriously i donno what i did was wrong or right. but all i know is that she got to learn to appreciate and respect ppl.

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2006-09-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

- ... -

nose bled during tutorial at 8am in the morning. and i thought my pen leaked.

great.

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dropped my wallet at clementi and i donno i dropped it till12pm when some1 called.

awesome
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- ITS HERE!! -

2006-09-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

- IT'S HERE!!! -

finally~~~ Wilh Steinberg IQ 22 arrived~~ at 0915hrs, 05092006.

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laid my hands on it 1025hrs.

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Height : 122cm
Breath: 5'7
Width: 2'

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im happy :) kyaaa~~~

- Wilh Steinberg -

2006-09-02T14:03:00.001+08:00

- Wilh Steinberg -

new piano coming in soon~ yippie.

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*debts to pay off*

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sigh~

- QUIZZES -

2006-08-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

- Quizzes -

found all these on nixxy's bloggie. decided to try out.

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

first i found out that i have not left brain. damn.

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Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

pretty good EQ~

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You are 73% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

and im quite an A2 scorpio.

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ok thats all. im tryin to search for IQ test. u see, im too clever till the extent i wouldnt believe im that smart. i guess i need somethin to convince me.

- Blur -

2006-08-30T16:52:00.000+08:00

- blur bur blur bur -

it started out with a fine morning. i MANAGED to wake up like 6.15am for my 8am lecture. pretty proud of myself. wahaha. i was tellin one of frien that she can buy toto today. sure strike.

geez... i cant believe myself either.

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*things continue to be fine*

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whops not to mention i fell asleep during the two lectures from 8am - 10am and the one from 10am - 12pm. wahaha. then had my LAJ tutorial.

geez, the tutor was so... erm... stern? she has the 'dont-mess-with-me' look. indeed she was hard to mess with and her lesson was pretty tensed. stressed i am.

*sigh. but heard from her tht there will be major change in the teachin management of LAJ? that means AMazaki wont be the lecturer? hmmm lets see.

i like him tho~ don misunderstand yea.

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ok this is the best part. 2pm -3pm was my Microecons tutorial yea. i checked my schedule book written - EC2101 1400 -1500 AS4/01-09

and so i happily went there after my LAJ tut and wahla~ met KATO sensei. look so pretty as usual~~ and smiley. kyaaa.~~ miss her.

ok outta topic again. and so i went to AS4 01-09 i was bloody sure i wasnt late and somehow i waited till 2.05pm and still the peeps inside din come out. and tada~ sensed somethin wrong.

and indeed somethin was wrong... i wrote the wrong tutorial room. but lucky me, i saw the tutor from EC2101. im saved. or else i would have pon, which i had the intention.

gosh. blur man~~ must have missed Peigan too much. or have she passed the disease to me?!

gosh~

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*つかれだい*

- WooHOo -

2006-08-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

- WooHoo -

Oh Man oh Gosh oH nO! I finally got a Hi-FI system of my own~~~ *whistle*
though not a very good one but im happy with it. Got a Panasonic for $165. happy with the price also. Was intending to get a DENON, but seem not to have one of anywhere and of my budget.
so got a Panasonic one in the end. woohoo

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I got a NEW PAIR OF SHOES~~ well it was a teacher's day present. wahaha. man i love that pair of shoes! it was hand-drawn. anyways peeps if u saw my shoes and u like it, u can order from her. Hand-drawn totally. selling at $28 per pair.

i think im goin to get another pair... its sooOooOooo nice~~~ but she got me the wrong size. -_-"
too huge... but still wear-able. and im sitll recieving Teachers' Day presents~~ whaha

wooHoo
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*looks at all the oversized texts*

*stressed*

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ok i supposed i gotta go back to tutorials. arghh.

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OH YA~ i got a PRC TUTOR for my JAPANESE LANGUAGE TUTORIAL!

*MUGGED*

- hmmm -

2006-08-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

- @#$%&* -

school started.
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got a shitty time table.

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arghh... totally pissed. got two days of 8am classes. i guess next year im goin to drop my work load. no more tuitions and cristofori. weighing out the cost and returns, the returns seem to be lesser than the cost that i sacrificed.

look at this way: cost that i sacrifice is the time that i use to study. the opportunity cost of gettin good grades. i enjoy returns in the short run, having a better off life now, being able to spend more with more income.

however on the other hand looking at the long run, the cost will results in lesser time for studies which may meant grades that are unable to get me an honours. Which will in turn not get me a higher pay in the long run, which is much more than what im earnin now.

Hence weighin out the cost and benefits, it may be a wise choice to drop some work and spend more time on rest and leisure. though it will decrease the supply of labour and increase the demand of good teachers like me. in some way im creatin more jobs, as supply of good teachers like me is pretty elastic. wahaha.

see, one super good teacher down. the no of teachers to replace such a talented teacher may be 3, aint i increasing the demand of labour? which will create more job openings which will in turn contribute to the economy, and thus raising the national income of Singapore.

end of WYNN_CROeconomic analysis

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geez im such a genius. im startin to fall in love with econs all over again.

WAIT A SEC... NOT TOTALLy...

damn how could i have forgotten im gonna hand 3 essays of 1200 words per week?! for one econ module. gosh...

*seeing plain darkness ahead*

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nvm.

PERSERVERENCE.

*pessimistic about the later days*

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Oh gosh~~ IM SO IN LOVE WITH KONAYUKI!!!!
ok i know its a little outta the atmosphere~ or mood. but i just love it~~~~ aawwww
*dreamy mood*

its addictive i warn u. im totally addicted after 'PLASTER' introduce me the song~~

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*Konayuki KonaYuki*

- HapI, HapI -

2006-08-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

- HapI-HaPi -

hair cut'ted'
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Hair Dyed
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makes me a happy girl~~

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KAM-e-DA's Hair.

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the hair dresser thought i was crazy caused i prepared my own 'album' of hair styles of kame and ueda. wahaha. 20 pages of printed pictures. wahaha

anyways im happy!

- speechless -

2006-08-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

- *speechless* -

today im totally dumb-founded and speechless. im whole day was spoiled by my very first student of the day.

I raised my voice at her due to some errors she made when she wasnt supppsed to.

then she started to sob.

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*class ends at 930*

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i walked up to her mom and told her how i raised my voice at her daughter and for wahtever reason.

the girl suddenly cried as if i spanked her with a rottan. gosh~ i was like *gosh what did i do*

the mom was consoling her like she was the queen can. oh manz...

her mom was like telling me in a veyr sad tone: ' i don need her to be very good. my intention was to just let her be able to play. thats it. u know, i don need her to ber very good...'

im like oh yes i understand. but cant even do the basics how to play. gosh...

and heres the best part...

HER MOM CRIED...

* SPEECHLESS TOTALLY *

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i know im not a good teacher and i doubted my capability too. but i was jus doing my part... sigh... i guess time for me to reconsider my career. maybe i may not be suitable for this job as i presumed. at times passion doesnt mean career i guess. sigh...

lotaz things goin hay wired thesedays. #$!@$^&

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*jumps on bed*

*eeekkkkkKk*

whoops the bed broke~

*booHOooo*

- Tired -

2006-08-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

- Tired -

If one kept holding back the strings of a kite too tightly, it will eventually break.

no point hangin to things that wants to leave.

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losing my patience real fast.

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tired of tryin for 2 whole years.

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HURT x UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.

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gotta learn how to let go.

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Bye *friends... for once we were. but im tired now.

- Date with Mom -

2006-08-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

- Date with Mom -

Happy national day dearies. erm its over i know, this came a little late. wahaha

anyways my day starts with work as usual then i had my piano lesson. quite bad actually. i think my teacher had already given up on me somehow.

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Napped.

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went dinner with mommy, well we had a good chat and seriously found that things werent that optimistic that i used to think. Came to know quite alot today, felt pretty sorry for being so ignorant with things aorund me. I guess its still not too late.

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we caught THE LAKE HOUSE.

nice movie. but definitely not a movie to go out on a date with your boyfriend. He will never appreciate. trust me, unless he's rather sensitive and romantic? but unlikely.

a movie that one can catch alone. when u are bored?

a movie that one can catch after a break up, definitely.

a movie to go for if u are goin for something fantasiz-able and romantic of course. more for the ladies.

a movie to catch if u miss Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock after SPEED, they still look good together.

a movie to catch if u are trying to find a romantic movie. *pretty nonsens, i know*

all in all im tryin to say its a rubbish movie - unpractical lovey dovey stuff, but a good one though, i'd still recommend and strongly. erm actually i don really know what im talking. but basically thats it.

- Just another day -

2006-08-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

- Just Another Day -

Shopping and piano sight-seeing again. thnks Brandon for accompanyin me without complains.
got into Robert piano, met a SNOBBISH lady who really pissed me off, and i swore i would not get pianos from there.

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Met fulin and alvin at cash for KTV.

*IMPRESSED* totally by Brandon's singing.

Not as high as i should be~

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DInner with Kaixin. awww... great huggies.

*Cafe Cartel*

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Pirikura. Have fun making fun outta Brandon. wahaha hope he doesnt mind.

found Brandon actually quite a nice guy today.

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Home with lotaz things on mind.

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*conclusion*

im not myself today.

*reason*

beats me either.

- Gathering -

2006-08-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

- Gathering cum Match-making -

today was cool, went to meet up two ex schoolmates cum guitar friends. The guitar president Daniel Chan, and the super joker/ lamer Cheston Chik.

At first it was 'SUPPOSEDLY' to be a Jamming session, and donno how it became a small gathering. Anyways we went Sakura at Toa Payoh to have dinner. and this will be my LAST time there, the food sucks like hell man.

And we were like trying to cover the 'unwanted' food to prevent waste -charge. By using cheston oyster shells to cover up everythin and let em clear without noticing. brillant rite?

then daniel was putin this sushi below a pot and cover it. Geez... i guess the dish washer will freak and start goin #$%&@*

im sure.

definitely.

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Had a good talk and laugh. did some catching up, and match-making. Yes match making.wahaha.

was talking about how to change AJC guitar for the better. well, can forget about it lar. seriously i see no point in helping ppl who doesnt wanna be helped in anyways.

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Im happy today (^^)

going for KTV again at cash studios on Tuesday~!wooHoo.

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*excited*

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*stinks*

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*bathroom*

- HaPi, Ha-Pi -

2006-08-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

- Ha-Pi Ha-Pi -

Woohoo. Yesterday was super interesting. wahaha. Ok this post came in a little late i know. but i'm too tired to post it yesterday.

basically, there's this Interview by an exchange student for Roger and Fulin in school. Just nice Kaixin was there and she popped in as well. haha. I was a little late, cause went to try some pianos. and ya, i'm still having problems with pianos.

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After that we went for dinner, at NEW YORK NEW YORK, a new place i supposed after NOOCH (or noodle hut it is called, im not sure). Pretty nice place, pretty lucky to get such a cozy seat.

fulin's pork ribs~

mine, london fish and chips. and SPRITE float.

Kaixin's chicken chop, with out monstrous hands~~ wahaha

WooHooo. ok. four dishes with Roger's sausage. Yummy~~

cheers~~~ YUm seng~~ look at our FLOATS!

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okie after dinner we went Cash studios. i think i was the only siao kia there. too high wahaha.
Especially Sakuranbo, we sang it 3 times~ oh man!

really did enjoy myself sooOo fun! Peeps lets do it again!

of course i donno much Nihongo to sing much song, basically was jus being thick skinned and tagged along wahaha.

WooOOo~~ love DUMMY!! haha.

ok i see another KTV trip near soon. wahaha.

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KAIXIN AND ME JIE BAI LE~~~ WOOOhOOOoo

we were sayin we got TOO much things in common wahaha. we were always like, YA YA YA mee too. YES YES YES thats it. haha.

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then went home.

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*dropped Dead*

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*dragged myself to watch YUL~~*

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AND ya~~ slept with MOMMY yesterday~ wOOhooO

- Sad case -

2006-08-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

- Sad case -

Gosh, i cant believe i have to get Year books to recollect ppl in my secondary school. Sad case huh. i guess thats what this thingie called 'Friendster' is used for. Well, too bad i find it rather dumb, seem to me like another 'on-line' dating commitee. Sorry to say friendster users.

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Came by an old classmate bloggie then link to another, i was like was this girl in my class, the next moment i found myself scrabbin for yearbooks. and goin, 'OH yea... i think i remember her.'

sad eh? i think so myself too.

ok, i admit. Im pretty anti social in my secondary days, for whatever reasons? Are u wondering? good question this shows that u are seriously reading this blog.

BUT...

sad to say, i donno either. i just feel cant clique means cant clique. Of course in JC life turns out better for me. At the same time, perspective of life and social relationship changes, so it helps me somehow. yea SOMEHOW.

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I donno how to put it, but i just have this lot of 'EMOTIONS' that i cant describe. I guess i better leave it alone, got too much things on hand. Damn... not to mention my piano, i seriously cant stand Japanese piano, but due to budget im goin to compromise. Man... Wilh Steinberg.

argghhh.

One student just msged me: Teacher Wynn, I've practised my piano so you need not GET OLD SOON.

I swear i will hammer her if results turn otherwise.

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*dreaming of Yul*

Rae rae, im goin to start a fan fic! wahaha Kame is the Princess and Jinjin is the Prince. Yamapi is the Prince cum Rival of Jinjin fightin for Kame. wahaha. Or do u wanna be the Princess *winks at rae*

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Resumed catchin 'Goong' and started to get irritated with Yul, and in love with Shin.

it's ok im still in love with Kim Jung Hoon, BUT pretty disapointed with him somehow. catch this...

man... he's a REAL BAD KISSER!!! ARGHHH!!! Infact quite an UN-Sightly one, cant stand him RUBBING his lips against hers. Yeekzzzz... He should have some 'french kissing' lesson? i guess i should feedback to the manager. *thinks real hard*

he wasted god's creation to have him such a sexy pair of lips. damn #$%&*@

*fuming*

it's ok, at least Jinjin is not that bad. *grabs Anego* wahaha.

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*praying hard*

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*wilh Steinberg*

- PIANOS -

2006-07-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

- PIANOS -

Finally, gettin a new piano soon. Woohoo. here are some pianos that caught my eyes today. Mainly German pianos.

WILH. STEINBERG IQ 28
$19 500.00

when i touched the Keys, man... the sound and touch is jus so right. what can i say, GERMAN PIANOS. The black polished one is much nicer, not gettin the mohagany one if im gettin this.

SCHIMMEL 130
$24 500.00

This one tone wise good, nonetheless i still prefer the touch of Wilh Steinberg's.

SEILER 132 KONZERT
$34 650

Caught this piano at Cristofori, Bishan. Cristofori has finally made a wise decision in franchising this piano, SEILER. Don't understand whatever shit they are selling such as RONISCH. sigh... anyways peeps, if u are buying pianos NEVER NEVER try Cristofori.

Then, come the Japanese pianos. As usual YAMAHAs piano. My mom quite in favour of the Japanese piano. Cheaper than that of the Germans of course. For me having played german piano for so long... well... Japanese pianos seem a little inferior in tone quality :p

U5 (fully emsembled in Japan)
$13 550

The piano definitely looks nice, but still u can feel the difference in tone to that of a German. BUT STILL its MUCH MUCH MUCH better than that of what Cristofori is selling JC U5, which they claimed to be as good as Yamaha's. *wahahah*

C1 (Fully emsembled in Japan)
$24 250

May also be gettin a grand, but i feel that it's jus a waste of space, moreover if Mom would like to get a grand i rather she gets Wilh Steinberg or better Seiler.

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Hmm, well as i was sayin Mom preferred the U5 somemore, psychoing me to give up on German pianos. sigh... man. How can anything be compared to that of a German piano?! Well, but still she has the last say, cause she's the one PAYING. BUT STILL, if after my piano teacher's inspection, and chose something NOT U5, well too bad mommy! wahaha *crossing fingers hard*

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wOohoo, tired. shopped the whole day! what a sunday. oh ya i woke up 12pm today! SHIOK!!! wahaha.

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*happy*

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*smiles*

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*rolls on the bed*

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*snores*

- OFF DAY -

2006-07-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

- OFF DAY!!! -

Man... tmr is my first off day from Cristofori Music School. Damn excited, u'll nv understand the feeling. it's as good as having the whole world!! OFF DAY can! Haven had any off day since i stepped into Cristofori. Can say its the FIRST Sunday that i can wake up late. OMG!!!

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I'm going to make use of this! wahaha.

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These are what i plan to do tonight!

1. Watch 'My girl'. anyways im finishing. one more disc to go.
2. Rewatch Goong. Yul -goon!!! hope i can dream of him somehow
3. Re-Read 2 sets of Manga with KAT-TUN's songs on! Real-Face album.
Man!!! i will fantasize Jinjin again.
4. Finish at least 4 novels.
5. ... still thinking. but do i have the time?

LAST: TO WAKE UP LATE THE VERY NEXT DAY!

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Pathetic eh? excited over a sunday. i think so myself too. sigh what to do? Peigan told me to quit my Sunday job. I should maybe, or else i will die...

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WoohoOo tmr goin piano sight-seeing. well got a pretty BAD news. Mommy doesnt seem interested in buyin again. Claimed to expensive and said if i can survive my diplomas on that pathetic poor piano... carry on.

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*hugz JinJin*

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*Nose bleeding*

- Ironies -

2006-07-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

- Ironical Stuff -

1. NightMare

Was super happy when Prince Yul came into my dream man. Gosh... FINALLY i dreamt of YUL! dint even dream of Jinjin BUT Yul came into my dreams!!! woOhoOo

BUT... BUT BUT BUT...

EVERYTHING was spoilt when PEIGAN came into the dream too!!!

@#$%&*^

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Thats not the end... SHE SPOILED MY DATE WITH YUL!!! ok the setting was like on an MRT train if i din remember wrongly. Then PEIGAN came along, and YUL likes PEIGAN!!! OH NO!!! I was sad... sulking... *cries.* poor me.

At least it din turn out that i killed PEIGAN... but seriously now i do have the intention. *glares at peigan.*

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2. HaPi-HaPi

WaH~~~ Finally settled my student's stuff. Manage to squeeze a time at night for her. wOohOoo. less guilty now! HohoOohOoo. Man~~ thnks to the MUMMY! Understanding parents are always the best!

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HapPPy super HappPPy... gettin a BRAND new piano finally!! wahaha. This sunday goin to sight-see piano after steamboat wahaha!!! OMG my first DAY off work on a sunday! Looking forward to that FIRST late wakeup on a SUNDAY! wahaha.

My aunt's going to be part of the sponsor of my dear Piano.. awww... super touched!

and caught this erm... MV on youtube. it's UN first debut. take note of the DANCE-STEPS, COSTUMES, and Lighting.

have quite a good time watchin *rolls on the floor*

erm... Kim Jung Hoon still cute~ wahaha. My prince~~~

and this! KAT-TUN's new SINGLE : SIGNAL

MAN! LOOK AT JINJIN!!! still as SEXi-Licious as ever *flowers bloomin bloomin bloomin*

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3. Stressed

Just finished planning my timetable with tutorials for the coming school term. I really don dare even to THINK how my life would be in the coming semester...

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MON 1000 - 1400: SCHOOL
1930 - 2030: Teach

TUE 0900 - 1030: Teach
1400 - 1800: SCHOOL

WED 1000 - 1400: SCHOOL
1530 - 2000: Teach

THUR 0900 - 1030: Teach
1200 - 1800: SCHOOL

FRI 0900 - 1030: Teach
1300 - 1500: SCHOOL
2030 - 2230: Teach

SAT 0800 - 1430: Teach

SUN 0900 - 1700: Teach

what kinda life is this?! i really donno how. at times i really donno WHY am i working so hard than studying... why? Beats me either. Sigh... jus hoping for October to pass. Hopefully things would be better then.

Arghh~~ dont even have time to fit in my own piano lesson. the workload and studies are really... arghh... and i'm still taking Japanese Language which one friend said is equivilant to 3 modules. gosh....

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*faints*

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*rolls On the floor*

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*black out*

- Reunion... what an insult -

2006-07-28T01:39:00.000+08:00

- Reunion... what an insult. -

Today went to a relative's wake. To be exact my grandfather's brother's wake. Seems like the 'FAMILY' only get together during this kinda occasion somehow. Weird? Erm... totally. It's like the first time in 10 yrs since i last saw my grandfather, due to some reasons.

Greeted my grandfather for the first time in 10 yrs. wahaha. sounds unbelievable eh... i think so too. Well, it's TRUE.

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Sitting in a corner, hoping not to be spotted. Being as low profile as possible, avoiding those relatives whom i haven seen for ages.

And apparently, I don even know who the hell are they. MOST of them.

To my SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE, I'm pretty recognised. They were coming to our table and going,
'ohh... you are Ah Hiong's (my mom) daughter ar.'
'Look so like Ah hiong orh... you mom din come ar?'
'Ah hiong's daughter ar? how come your mom not here... heard you in NUS orh'
'Haiyo, so old already ar.... long time no see hor.'

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Then come the rest of the 'LONG LOST' relatives. GOsh a reunion at a wake~! GOSH GOSH... kinda sad case.

in fact pretty sadistic.

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Cant believe it.

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GOSH!

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well, that's LIFE?

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poor life.

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*fell asleep*

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*snores*

- Another Teenage Fantasy -

2006-07-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

- Start of Another Teenage Fantasy -

gosh gosh gosh! im fainting... AGAIN. WHY... WHY must there be SO MANY ... SO MANY...
*flowers blooming everywhere*

Lee Yul... the second lead of the new korean Drama Goong. he is just so SooOOoo gentle? after watching half of the show he is like the guy of every girl's dream, well at least to me he is.

Anyways, there are ppl like Kaixin lor... in love with the donno what dumb Prince Lee Shin. Arghh~~~ finally found one thing we are different in. wahaha.

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Was going through Youtube for some Lee Yul's videos (after searching some KAT-TUN's, gosh Jin is just so HOTT), found quite alot of tributes to the two Lovers who, by right, should be together... well somehow... arghh.

#$%^&#@

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anyhow, got this one. pretty sweet i think, though cant understand the language, but it's beautiful.. totally.

CATCH IT~

caught it? U DIN! I CAUGHT U... WATCH IT I SAY! WATCH IT!!!!

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ahem ahem. alritez, done with the video? Sweet yea? TOTALLY! MUAHHAHAHHA.

okies, here's another one. see this is funny real funny. Kim Jung Hoon was caught up in a GAY act. wahahaha.

enjoy~~

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wAhhHhhhHAhhHA~

*oink~ in dreamland with PRINCE YUL*

- GOONG -

2006-07-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

- GOONG -

ok i'm going to make lotaz noise here. Just finish the first part of a 'SUPPOSEDLY' good rated drama in Korea in year. Had high expectations for the show, but it failed me.

geez... its worse than WInter Sonata or Stairways to Heaven. GOSH~~~ i guess thats how Korean dramas work eh? The lead actor is usually ... :x, and the second lead is always the more gorgeous one. BUT unable to have what he wants in the end, always being the one who is giving all he can under the dark. damn...

Same goes to GOONG, Lee Yul (by kim jeong hoon) is seriously the man of every girls dream. i mean he is like so caring, so ...arhhh.... *sees flowers blooming everywhere*

sigh... why why why... ARGH~! Don't feel like continuing with the drama, regretted buying. Should have just downloaded. #$%&@

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Anyways, GOONG fans, there will be a second season for the show. Im crossin my fingers hard that the crew remains, even if they needed to change, it'll be Joo Jung Ji. HATE HIM!

and Lee Yul better get the Princess back! #$$^^&#@

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hmmm... i think i would think otherwise if Lee Yul was Lee Shin and wasnt Lee Yul himself. wahaha.

in short im bais towards Joo Jung Ji, if he WERE the second lead... i wouldnt be so vexed. Kim Jeong hoon is the one who kept my stamina for the show. awww...

Yul- Kun..~~~

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*runs under the blanket~ Sobz sobZ*

- Recapitulation -

2006-07-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

- Recapitulation -

ok. I'm back from MARS once more. Notebook broke down everythin goes hay wire, well and now TA-DA. i'm back, alive and kickin~ wooHooo.

Should do a recapitulation on the events that happened, during my absence from the bloggy world. *grabs my diary*

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12/07/2006

Went clubbin with peigan at MOS (Ministry of Sound). When we arrived it was pretty late, but to our surprise the crowd there looks so... SMALL. Din really enjoy myself that much that particular night as compare to the day i went b4.

We took some piccys on our way there, apparently i forced Peigan into it. wahaha. Can't blame yea. I had my hair done up, Mommy dearie did it for me, believin what i'd told her that i was goin to a friend's wedding dinner. WHopPps. Seriously i cant believe she took my words, cause I was still at home 8 plus then. Who the hell would go for dinner THAT late. Well, anyhow she took my words and did up my hair, to make me at least look 'PRESENTABLE' to make up for my sorry looks.

What the... i can't believe she's my mom.

aww... sweet. lol

woohoo. i like this one. both look cheery

wooohoo... the lady in black. SeXi-Licious.

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15/07/2006

Not a bad day, but super tiring. After teaching piano from 8am - 3pm. The student from 1330 to 1500 was a total headache! ARghghhh!!! She's bright but super spoiled, one of the student who gave me headache the most. sigh... Kids are like queens and kings today.

anyways, went shopping with Brandon, Roger, and Jinshen to get Fu lin's brithday present. Was shopping from Bugis to Far East. Gotten something Gothic for her, u know... she's SUPER GOTHIC LOLITHA fan. wahaha. nonetheless, she does look nice on those G.L suits. wooHooo.

Should get her piccy's someday. whaha.

Roger was on a Shoppin spree. Shopping Madness!!! I tihnk he's preparinghe's closet for the semII 2006/2007 show. wahaha. Ppl look forward.

Brandon bought... a HAT to cover his skinned head. ahha.

Jinshen went window shopping wahaha.

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16/07/2006

FU LIN's Belated birthday celebration. Went to a not-so-good restuarant at Marina bay. Service was like SHIT. sigh... what ever crap good service - BULLSHIT.

Singapore's service line really really sucks like shit man.

Had ice -cream after the dinner. MY GREEN TEA ICE-CREAM got ROBBED! by a DEVIL!

sadz... but peeps if u are down to marina bay do drop by Azura Sabo (i think) for ice -cream -Hokkaido Ice cream.

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= Present =

DRAMA MARATHON! wOohHOoo. Ok ok back to my Korean Dramas Crazy Marathon again. Bought new sets of VCDs. Goong and My girl. Watching Goong still. MAN MAN MAN. The second lead is SooOooOOooo ... oh no... *gasp... nose bleeding*

*grabs tissue*

hehhhh.... Oh my he is really IRRESSITABBLLLeEEe... man. IF ONLY the lead was him i bet i would enjoy myself EVEN MORE. wahaha. sounds 'hen' eh :P.

before i unwrapped my vcd case i was prayin hard, crossing my fingers hard PRAYIN that he was the lead. Apparently, GOD din hear my prayers.

just take a LOOOK AT HIM!

Name: 김정훈 / Kim Jung-Hoon (Kim Jeong-Hun)
Date of birth: January 20, 1980
Height: 177cm
Weight: 60kg
Blood type: AB
Profession: Singer, Actor
Family: 2 elder brother, an elder sister
Education: Seoul National University, majoring in Dentistry
Religion: Buddhist
Debut: as leader and lead vocals for group 'UN'
Debut song: 'Voicemail' (2002)
Hobbies: Listening to music, computer games, pool.

A DENTISTRY MAJOR!!! GENIUS man... got the looks and the brain~ im faintin... someone...
GOD IS UNFAIR~~~ gasp... hope he's straight. wahaha

he's 26! can u believe it! man...

my prince~~~ *faints. too much loss of blood*

awww...

what a smile... simply love it~~~

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ok before i gets drooling all over. i guess should stop now~ my fandom over actors wahaha.
aightz. time for GoOng.

*runs infront of the TV*
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- 心情交响曲 -

Revamped

- 烦 -

阿

- woohoo -

累~~累~~

从开始到现在

从开始到现在

- tired -

- GYABOOOO -

- hellooo... -

- 10 nov 2007 -

-reality-

- rebirth -

in memory of cheston

- 18th may 2008 -

- stop crying -

- emo again -

- thats it-

-smoke-

- finally -

- i donno what now -

- VISUAL KEI~ -

- have decided to go ahead -

- cool -

- im sick -

-friends-

- NEW BLOG -

- sobz -

- yuu-hoo -

- grmph -

- lalala~~~ -

- FLY FLY FLY -

- demoralised -

-LIBERATION -

- whats' up -

- sway -

- crap messaging -

- happy -

- wosh -

- Rebirth -

- stressed -

- HAPPY V-DAY -

- Appeared -

- Recapitulation -

- hmmph -

- MIA -

- AMORE -

- near LIBERATION -

- BLEAH -

- OFFICIALLY 20 -

- ZA beauty galm makeup -

- HAPPY -

- HAPPY -

- RUMOURS -

- PUKE BLOOD -

- mornings -

- sad -

- a day -

- FUCK . FUCK. FUCK. -

- stressed -

- IQ TESTS -

- @#$%& -

- Cool -

- ... -

- ITS HERE!! -

- Wilh Steinberg -

- QUIZZES -

- Blur -

- WooHOo -

- hmmm -

- HapI, HapI -

- *speechless* -

- Tired -

- Date with Mom -

- Just another day -

- Gathering -

- HaPi, Ha-Pi -

- Sad case -

- PIANOS -

累累

- speechless -